German??

One of thing i want to do before 40 is to learn new language. I tried Mandarin before and stop at listening the caset. I tried arabic before but my arabic attempt fall down at the same time when Penang flyover fall down. My reason is jam but God knows what the real reason. Sigh.. Me and language always can't get along. I struggled my english since school. I remember getting E during form 1 and drag down all my results. I don't understand the question at all and I'm guessing based on the letter what i should write. That 5 years is a struggle and thanks to my teacher at least i have incremental improvement and managed to get A2 during SPM. But it still struggle especially when i tried to get scholarship after SPM. My results allowed me to get all the interview but i totally fail during interview. I don't know how to speak my mind. Even in BM i have the same struggle and plus you need to converse in English. Double failure. I entered all the interviewed with a wonder. Not wondering what the question i will get but wonder how bad i will humiliating myself. It all past.. and of course i didn't get any of them :).  Now even i still struggle especially to speak with foreigner but at least it wasn't so bad. I can hold a meeting with them and speak my mind. Although lots of time they ask me to repeat slowly :). It kind of long 20 years++ journey.
N now i have to do with another language .. fainted.  Anyway it a challenge i put myself. Yesterday out of sudden, germany come to my mind. So i decided, my next language will be german. Yes!!!!. I decided. Hope i have the will to continue. I registered for the class d.. it kind of expensive. Hopefully i able to commit and not wasting my money. Please please... give me the will and determination to finish it.

Chasing Aurora??

yeahhh .. Another travel. This time i'm going to somewhere not even in my plan .. hahahaha.. I don't like winter.. Cold , wet .. and it so depressing. But today i'm on the way to Scotland.. and Iceland!!!... It funny how life turn back on you. In 2010 i was on customer visit to germany. Otw, the flight divert and stop at rome. It all due to volcanic ash. I don't care which volcano .. but it make me stranded. I made one decision that I regret till now. Not staying in ROME!!!. I get into the next available bus to Frankfurt. It tiring dunno how many hours of travel but i made it to Fra.. If i'm not so dedicate to my work, i can enjoy the pasta more. Anyway, while reading abt iceland, i got to know they have several volcano and quite active. One of it has a erupt  and cause major flight crisis.. Wait.... i check the time when the eruption happens.. it April 2010.. coincident with my customer visit.. So here u are... I'm going to see you. So what the big deal right, u think? For me, it just bring me the memory back.. and how ur life is connect to each other.
Even this iceland trip wasn't initially my plan. A friend plan for it  somewhere in July/Aug after seeing some advertisement pop up. At that time i check the calendar and i know i can't make it. I have project crunch time during that period.. But suddenly a months back, my project is cancelled. When i heard abt it, i straight check the flight ticket. I want to go for a month break. i was so greedy i want to g everywhere.. Paris, Iceland, london, Egypt.. hahahah.. But i ended shorten my leave.. so here scotland and iceland !!!!

Wish List

I noticed that i had fullfill my previous wishlist but yet only strike through one items that i want to do before 40. Zoom in and i realize that my wishlist were material based where it need only money while what i want to do before 40 include my determination. Hahahah .. that why only one that is done. Emm ... sigh. I removed all the old wishlist and add new one that more meaningful (errr) and removed all my wanna be like learn how to jahit (hello .. i only wear baju kurung twice a year n dont even like to jahit) dunno why  i want to do it before 40. Hopefully with more me and more realistic target ... all will be done .. hahahha