Rosak - padam

mamai ...

i read an article abt demo held in KL on the increasing bill electric. emm .. tatau la bila baca2 tu kekadang i felt ashame with myself. There are lots of thing that sometime i do not agree but i dont have courage to raise it . I felt that what i say wont make a different which i think if everyone keep on thinking like this .. we wont achieve what we have now. Sometimes i do not raise up certain thing bcos im afraid i may think it wrong or it may not my right. I try my best to view from other ppl view which end up i have to cover what i think with what someone thinking. I guess it happen bcos i try to avoid any conflict and confrontation .... and actually i hate it.

~ Tangan kita terlalu kecil untuk menahan langit yang akan runtuh... but will we just sit and wait it to collapse???

Think tank

Recently i felt that i need to think about something .. but dunno what is it. emm but seems something keep bordering me .. i got this kind of feeling of .. hey .. something important u have not think yet .. think faster .. but as i think2 .. i dun have thing to think . weird aa .. maybe that the phenomena of getting "old" ..hahahahhah ... like ur brain got some background job which thinking nothing and trap in it. At the same time we will ignore what we suppose to think. Btw .. i saw one book in popular abt thinking nothing .. hahahhahah .. good arr .. i always thinking nothing.

i'll be taking one week off from my work. Tetiba dapat cuti terpijak for 5 days .. and my mum is here in penang. Planning to go somewhere to ease my mind .. looking forward for it ... hhahaaahah ( macam la keje berat sangat .. :p )

AF 4 just started. Last nite was the pre of prelude concert ..

"Life Is Wonderful"

emm .. i think the lyrics quite good...

It takes a crane to build a crane
It takes two floors to make a story
It takes an egg to make a hen
It takes a hen to make an egg
There is no end to what I'm saying

It takes a thought to make a word
And it takes some words to make an action
It takes some work to make it work
It takes some good to make it hurt
It takes some bad for satisfaction

La la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Al la la la la

It takes a night to make it dawn
And it takes a day to make you yawn brother
And it takes some old to make you young
It takes some cold to know the sun
It takes the one to have the other

And it takes no time to fall in love
But it takes you years to know what love is
It takes some fears to make you trust
It takes those tears to make it rust
It takes the dust to have it polished

Ha la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is so full of
Ah la la la la la la life is so rough
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is our love
Ah la la la la la

It takes some silence to make sound
It takes a loss before you found it
And it takes a road to go nowhere
It takes a toll to make you care
It takes a hole to make a mountain

Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ha la la la la la life is wonderful
Ha la la la la la life is meaningful
Ha la la la la la life is wonderful
Ha la la la la la life it is...so... wonderful
It is so meaningful
It is so wonderful
It is meaningful
It is wonderful
It is meaningful
It goes full circle
Wonderful
Meaningful
Full circle
Wonderful

contract marriage

im quite shock when reading article abt this contract marriage and until now i'm not sure if it is real or not. The article mention abt contract marriage which berleluasa kat afganistan. It say that this contract marriage are allowed in Syiah but are not in Sunnah. For Sunnah, their view is contract marriage is only for sex while in Islam marriage is more than that. But for Syiah, contract marriage can help in a few things. For example when a guy doesn’t have enough money to get marriage, he can have a contract marriage with a woman to fulfill his need and the dowry will be less than normal marriage. Normally the dowry will proportional with the duration of the contract. And for woman, they can easily find someone to take care of them and the children for certain duration of time without have to go to prostitution. Both got their reason but for me i agree with Sunnah.. I view this contract marriage like trying to meghalalkan prostitution. For me, a marriage suppose to be a knot to tie husband and wife such that they will share the entire of life together.. share the happiness.. problem .. and each have their own responsibility. But if you know u will stay with your partner for like 2 month ... i dun think we willling to share everything .. to scarifice everything for the other. i feel it a bit unfair especially for woman ...

~ one step back does not mean you are a loser ....

Am I outspoken??

Your Birthdate: September 30

You have the type of personality that people either love or hate. You're opinionated, dramatic, intense, and very outspoken. And some people can't get enough of you - they're totally addicted. Others, well, they wish you were a little more reserved. Your strength: Your flair Your weakness: If you think it, you say it Your power color: Scarlet red Your power symbol: Inverted triangle Your power month: March

I went for Disney on ice last weekend ... uhhhh sungguh best tapi cepatnya abis... serius mase "its the small world" teringat 6 budak hitam pergi ke paris .. ( unforgetable memoriess)

~ let conscious be your guidance ....

Air oh Air!!!

ACtually benda ni happen dah lama.. abt 2 years back tapi tak settle2 lagi. When my brother worked at Mahkota Camp kluang, he bought a hse kat parit jawa and stayed kat situ. In 2003 he has to moved to Sg besi and then to Perak a year after that. So rumah kat parit jawa tu just sewa kat student Ittho. Everything went smoothly sampai la in mid 2004 he got called from the tenant saying that he's going to move out and there is some bil air problem due to water leaking. When my brother ask his friend to look at it ... memang ada leaking and yg btul2 surprise is the bils was abt RM7000+ .. what the heck!!!.. kalau tak salah .. the tenant cakap yang bil tak dapat for a few months and bile diorng dapat .. tgk2 dah sampai 7000. emm tatau la nak percaya ke tak . my theory is that the first month leaking, bil tu abt a few hundreds n they dun want to pay .. so just biar2 sampai la bil dah 7000 lebih. I was a student back then ... and i know how you feel bile tetiba bil sampai a few hundred. Yang sungguh pelik and yang saya tak puas hati not the student excuses tapi nape SAJ tak potong je air tu before it reach empat angka. Tak bleh pikir ke .. there must be something wrong kalau tetiba air tu sampai 7000 and it just a small terrace hse. I remember after the incident, I called someone dari SAJ asking what is the procedure of pemotongan air. I ask him why they did not cut the water though for sure th bil dah over certain of limit and they not pay the bil for more than 6 months..( FYI : mase my bro dapat tau air tu masih tak potong2 lagi). The funny thing org SAJ tu cakap " ni dah baik la kitorng tak potong .. kalau potong kesian kat org penyewa tu .. dah la student .. takde air susah". Saya tatau la org yang bercakap tu manusia biasa or alien.. or maybe for him 7000 is nothing la kot. WHy must in this world exist org cam gini?? Not long after that I send a mail to pengarah air batu pahat .. and the same times my brother went and see the officer so this problem get escalated. Then i lost track what happen as i went to balaja balik. When i coming back my bro told me that they give 50% discount .. so my bro hv to pay Rm3800 but still 3800 is quite a big sum. My bro ask for paying only 1000 but tak di layan .. so he decide to biarkan je la the case as he staying in Perak that time. Early this year he went back to Johor. Currently he rent a hse kat Kluang so tak pikir lagi la pasal air tu. tHen suddenly he got a notice asking him to get in to army quarters else they will not give housing elaun. So nak tak nak he has to move to his own hse kat parit jawa. Then all this bil air timbul balik. So pity with him. I really hope i can go and buat kacau kat SAJ office tapi me as mentimum tak bleh nak buat apa. I thot of bringing this issue kat NTV7 .. tapi cam gile glamer la plak. I tried to find any kind of agreement yang cakap pemotongan air akan dibuat after certain period of time .. or etc tapi tak jumpa lagi. I do feel there is injustice in this issue tapi can I fight it?? Tetiba saya rasa cam nak gi cari spider and ask them to bite me so I can be the first spiderwoman!!! ... Btw .. water bills in penang sangat murah compare to Johor.