are we friends

Sila la jawab ye .. btw sesapa yg baca anime .. try to read death note .. quite nice tapi dah last2 boring sket sebab complicated sgt

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you have a crush on me?
5. Would you kiss me?
6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
7. Describe me in one word.
8. What was your first impression?
9. Do you still think that way about me now?
10. What reminds you of me?
11. If you could give me anything what would it be?
12. . How well do you know me?
13. When's the last time you saw me?
14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
15. Are you going to put this on your blog and see what I say about you?

A cost of a deer meat

I notice that assumption always lead to bad thing. I've seen how a very good friendship ruined bcos of assumption ... what a waste. Tapi why is it hard for us to ask for a clarification?? malukah org kata kita lambat pick up or busybody ? or tak nak org irritated? or nak jadik cool though kita tak cool pun ... Tak kisah la apa2 pun reason. saya pun suka buat assumption. malas org cakap "cakap banyak" ... sebab saya mmg cakap banyak pun ..
Last 2 days .. i ate deer meat and the cost : headache for 2 days .. uhhh .. takmoh makan lagi. dah la tak sedap mana pun. btw .. I'm looking for a room kat penang island ni. sesapa ada contact let me know. Thanks!!!

Cryonics .. Human vs frog

It's very funny people willing to pay lots of money to be cryopreserved while there is no prove it will works. And I think even the research utk hidupkan org balik which pun macam takde break through je... apa apa tah manusia zaman sekarang ni. suka buat benda pelik. One of the ppl that I know cakap kalau dia ada duit pun nak buat cryopreserved .. just because curiosity...
btw one interesting fact that i got from tv series. ada sejenis katak - Frog Wood able to survive after a few month frozen. amazing kan ciptaan tuhan ..
Sometimes rasa heran why ppl want to live forever. Yeah .. I think I like to live longer as long as my family and my friends around me but I dont think preserved our brain after death and waiting for advance in medical untuk hidup balik is a choice. Macam scary je... Just imagine someone who being preserved in year 2000 only can be revive back in year 2500. How to adapt with the total new technolgy. How he going to survive without friend and family. Takutnya saya .. I know i can't.
And even without this cryonic etc ... i dont think i want to live too long and watching one by one our family and friends leaving me... It's really sad. I remember watching alchemist .. at first that guy one to live forever but after sometimes he realize it's only a curse. But yet .. we have to live to the fullest friends!!! :)

Im so tired today ...

LAzy to write .. but wanna update something

life is like a box of jelly bean

Talking to my friends recently abt life. One of them said abt emptiness. How he can sometimes felt empty even there is ppl around. He said everyone experience emptiness and it's nothing wrong with that. I'm not sure if I ever experience emptiness and I'm not sure how actually it felt. But one thing Im sure i have an unknown feeling deep inside me which Im not sure what. There is time i felt i have not done enough yet. I still not satisfied with my life. Satisfied not in term of money (though saya pun tak la org kaya) or in term of how successful i am in my life. But more on .." ohh i have optimze 200% of my life doing something whixh gave me 2000% ROI" emm actually just a secure satisfaction feeling. Maybe I still looking for something. And i still not sure on what I'm looking for... emm I come across with a saying long time ago .. " Tiada manusia merasa gundah gulana jika ia tahu apa yang dicari". I think maybe true tapi bila pikir2 .. what actually im looking for?? Emmm tapi ekk kawan2 tak yah la risaukan saya sebab most of the time this feeling will be override and saya tak pernah really finish think why and what .. ahahahhaha.
My hsemate's fiance just come back from US. He brought back a bag of jelly bean. Nice wor .. got 50 different flavor/color.. and they got the illustration on the bag. The fun thing abt eat it .. is like solving a puzzle. when you can really got what u want from the bag rasa heaven nya .. Most of the time sure salah except for common taste kot sebab kaler dia dekat2
Dun you feel life is like a bag of jelly beans? There is lots of options .. and sometimes it looks the same but the end taste is different. You can't control what you pick though you already sure what you want. You might pick the wrong one and maybe a right one but anything that you pick .. is just a jelly bean. Enjoy it.. and continue your life. Do not afraid to have hope of getting a jelly bean that you want cause its where the excitement of eating the jelly bean.

* Im on MC today .. expected to have severe fever sebab kena virus infection tapi hari ni cam badan tak panas pun.. just slightly headache. camne tu??

Rosak - padam

mamai ...

i read an article abt demo held in KL on the increasing bill electric. emm .. tatau la bila baca2 tu kekadang i felt ashame with myself. There are lots of thing that sometime i do not agree but i dont have courage to raise it . I felt that what i say wont make a different which i think if everyone keep on thinking like this .. we wont achieve what we have now. Sometimes i do not raise up certain thing bcos im afraid i may think it wrong or it may not my right. I try my best to view from other ppl view which end up i have to cover what i think with what someone thinking. I guess it happen bcos i try to avoid any conflict and confrontation .... and actually i hate it.

~ Tangan kita terlalu kecil untuk menahan langit yang akan runtuh... but will we just sit and wait it to collapse???