pimple...

huhhhuh .. i'm blessed to have a quite a good skin without acne problem.. my biggest problem is hydration. Recently I noticed that I started to have some kind of pimple which is hard to get rid. Dunno why but I suspect due to recent changes on my morning routine which I include jogging at least 1km. It is weird because people say that your skin will be better when u exercise... but for me is the other way.
 Just now I google little bit abt this and it actually common issue. When you exercise especially cardio type, you will sweat toxin. This actually help to reduce pimple but if we didnt take shower and let the sweat dry, it will cause clogging into your pore which eventually cause this hard pimple.. So next time, should not browse internet etc after jogging ... it just make me unaware of time....

farewell

Attending farewell again ... and this time my ex-colleague migrating to US. next month lagi sorang will leave penang. It always nice to start something new but at the same time it is scary too. To blend in to new environment, new culture and adapting wasnt an easy task especially when you are a bit old :)... but still changes is always good rather that complaining everything on the world.
Looking back I didnt regret my decision to leave my ex-company but I still feel something wasnt really right yet.  I need to get a job or income that give me more freedom on time. So many thing i want to do and so many thing I have to do but with 2/3 to 3/4 of my time spending doing my office work, I don't think it will bring anywhere. I havent yet cross any check on my thing to do before 40 and next year the age will be increase lagi. Patutkah membuat decision yg drastik after I finish pay off my hse?

handbag vs headphones...

I was looking for handbag. I feel little bit bored what to wear or which handbag to use etc.... initially i had little bit confident with my financial condition so decide to spend some money on designer handbag which the cheaper is coach la.. i browse the outlet version and also the real store. Can't find anything i like in the outlet version but I like lots of thing in the real store. narrowed down to a few bag... but after i use currency converter, my credit card statement, my account balance... emmm it seems i still far from being stable :p... so terpaksa la lupakan saja.... so tukar arah la ke 2nd class brand .. :(.. so browse lak macy and zappo website.. find a few that i like which within the budget but I can't decide which one.. also found sunglasses.. tetiba terbanyak la plak kat my cart... terpaksa la pick which one is important and ... after a thorough thinking ... i end up buy this headphone instead which is USD9 with free shipping :).. I guess if I have more time thinking and thinking .. i'll be rich by now...

translation

I'm not a lyrics person but somehow I like maher's insyallah in English version compare to Malay version. first time masa dengar English version the words amat menyusuk kalbu but when I listen to Malay version, it sound so wrong. my friend ada cakap that malay language itself is not a nice language but i don't think in this case pasal language sebab I like some of opick's song which is in malay very much. maybe the translation cacat ke? I told my sis n she agreed with this. we try to re - translate the song but my sis cakap macam bangla cakap Malay plak. so I guess things are best in it's original form instead of translation. although dah translate word by word some might just missed in translation n sometimes it not the meaning but the emotion or the feel yg try disampaikan.
let's learn new language. errr Ada kaitan ke?


everytime you feel like you cannot go on
You feel so lost
That your so alone
All you is see is night
And darkness all around
You feel so helpless
You can’t see which way to go
Don’t despair and never loose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side
Insha Allah x3
Insya Allah you’ll find your way


Everytime you commit one more mistake
You feel you can’t repent
And that its way too late
Your’re so confused, wrong decisions you have made
Haunt your mind and your heart is full of shame
Don’t despair and never loose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side
Insha Allah x3
Insya Allah you’ll find your way
Insha Allah x3
Insya Allah you’ll find your way
Turn to Allah
He’s never far away
Put your trust in Him
Raise your hands and pray


OOO Ya Allah
Guide my steps don’t let me go astray
You’re the only one that showed me the way,
Showed me the way x2
Insyaallah x3
Insya Allah we’ll find the way

Andainya kau rasa tak berupaya
Hidup sendirian, tiada pembela
Segalanya suram, bagai malam yang kelam
Tiada bantuan tiada tujuan
Janganlah berputus asa
Kerana Allah bersamamu

(Korus)
Insya Allah... Insya Allah... Insya Allah...
Ada jalannya
Insya Allah... Insya Allah... Insya Allah...
Ada jalannya

Andainya dosamu berulang lagi
Bagai tiada ruang untuk kembali
Dikau keliru atas kesilapan lalu
Membelenggu hati dan fikiranmu
Janganlah berputus asa
Kerana Allah bersamamu

(Ulang korus)

Kembalilah
Kepada Yang Esa
Yakin padaNya
Panjatkanlah doa
Oh Ya Allah
Pimpinlah daku dari tersasar
Tunjukkan daku ke jalan yang benar
Jalan yang benar
Jalan yang benar
Jalan yang benar...

awaken

We were given so many prizes
We changed the desert into oasis
We built buildings of different lengths and sizes
And we felt so very satisfied
We bought and bought
We couldn't stop buying
We gave charity to the poor 'cause
We couldn't stand their crying
We thought we paid our dues
But in fact
To ourselves we're just lying

Oh...I'm walking with my head lowered in shame from my place
I'm walking with my head lowered from my race
Yes it's easy to blame everything on the west
When in fact all focus should be on ourselves

We were told what to buy and we'd bought
We went to London, Paris and Costa Del Sol
We made show we were seen in the most exlusive shops
Yes we felt so very satisfied

We felt our money gave us infinite power

We forgot to teach our children about history and honor
We didn't have any time to lose
When we were.. (were)
So busy feeling so satisfied

I'm walking with my head lowered in shame from my place
I'm walking with my head lowered from my race
Yes it's easy to blame everything on the west
When in fact all focus should be on ourselves

We became the visuals without a soul
despite the heat
Our homes felt so empty and cold
To fill the emptiness
We bought and bought
Maybe all the fancy cars
And bling will make us feel satisfied

My dear brother and sister
It's time to change inside
Open your eyes
Don't throw away what's right aside
Before the day comes
When there's nowhere to run and hide
Now ask yourself 'cause Allah's watching you

Is He satisfied?
Is Allah satisfied?
Is Allah satisfied?
Is Allah satisfied?

Oh..I'm walking with my head lowered in shame from my place
I'm walking with my head lowered from my race
Yes it's easy to blame everything on the west
When in fact all focus should be on ourselves

More lyrics: http://www.lyricsmania.com/awaken_lyrics_maher_zain.html
All about Maher Zain: http://www.musictory.com/music/Maher+Zain

travelling

I love travelling but never really think deeply why I like it. few days back while waiting for friends, me n my housemate was talking about doing thing that you passion abt. for her is traveling too. n she had an idea to do a cheaper version of private tour guide. emmm although I like traveling but I know for sure i won't like that kind of job. In one of my dream ( yeah I hv lots of dream) I did think of opening my own tour agency who cater for a budget travelling n cheap vacation but it handle mainly the package including the flight booking, hostel or hotel n suggestion on iteniary but without tour guide. but I don't think it will work sebab people who on budget like me will not pay for somebody to plan for them. so sure tak success punya. so kena kasik free je la n I will started it with my near dying travel blog.
back to the topic. When I did some kind of thinking I realize I love to travel sebab nak shopping murah, nk buat benda yg xde kat sini or mahal kat msia, To see new thing n experience new thing but I won't like it if it happen too many time. i means I don't think I like to go see Eiffel tower every month. yeah it beautiful but with the queue n crowd I prefer to sit in cafe n eat my chocolate pastry. hahahaa. n il love to travel with my good friend or to bring mum to see new stuff but im not a ppl person. so i dont think i like to travel in big group. in short as much as I like to travel but become tour guide or stewardess just not my cup of tea. so I guess even if it was something that we passion abt but too much of something might just killed it. one big thing that I love abt traveling is figure out thel details n putting thing into the pieces. I am soo geekkkkkkk. 

testing

I always want an apps that allowed me to update blog mobile. I actually thinking of changing from blogspot to wordpress but when I saw Cikpah post from blogbooster, i know it something I have to try. so now my first post using blogbooster.
nway I was in process to loss weight. my target is to loss 5 kilos which give me back my ideal weight. yeahh don't make that look " ko nak tinggal tulang je ke". it's my body n I know what is wrong. I can't wear some of my favorite clothes anymore so that is my biggest motivation. actually I haven't do anything that so called losing weight program yet. still eat like a whale. FYI I just finish eat kfc for my tea while having subway for lunch. so much for a diet person la kan. but at least now i concern on how much calory that i took. for example i always like my subway with thousand island n bbq sauce but today i just opt for bbq sauce. im so proud of me.
last week during my few days in Thailand, I actually lost 1 kilo. maybe the long walk that we took everyday to go from one shop to another shop or just strolling on the beach. or maybe the long one day of snorkel or maybe the spicyness of the food that cause me toilet most of the time after dinner. even a kilos lost make me happy as it really make different in in jeans. :) I just love the thinner fatimah.