birthday

while looking at the cute cupcakes, one of my relatives cakap " next time during her son birthday she will order this cupcakes and distribute to the kids friend in kindergarten. emm tetiba terpikir. what will be the best way to celebrate birthday with your kids? should we spend the whole time doing something that he or she want like going to mall, playing in the waterpark, or celebrate the birthday party. will it make them happy. I guess with the attention and gift any kids will be happy. does it important for them to feel happy or rather we should do something to nurture their ability to share with other people even those not related to them. instead of sharing or distribute cupcakes to friends in kindergarden, will it better if we bring them to feed the homeless? or give them 100 of rm1 notes and let him give donation to the begger or bring him to celebrate with old folks home ? its not the coolest thing to do but if we make it a routine, will they grow up and feel these is what need to be done rather than they doing something good. but not sure what he feel when seeing his friends bringing cakes to everyone during his birthday while he didn't bring anything to them. will they feel left out? does it a good thing to make your kids feel it is OK to be different so they will not feel shy or doing something just for the sake of other ppl do it? I don't know.

kids

Baru tau yg one of my senior ada anak OKU.. i think life must be very hard to her.. i always wonder how I will react if somehow i just lucky to have one... I'm not sure if I can accept it. I really salute those mums who really patient to their kids..
somehow deep in my heart I have a guts feeling that if I have a kids, I may have one like that... it is not because I feel Allah want to test me or He want to punish me .. but being MYSELF who i know my deepest darkest feeling, having a kids like that might be the best remedy of becoming less selfish. Although it might turn out to be the other way ....

1st post

First post from my beloved air.. :) :) :) cannot stop smiling... i promised myself to buy me an air once i completed an apps... hahahahahah but i broke my promise. Just can't wait as I keep on dragging to start writing serious apps... dont think hello world n currency converter count right :p... but.... life is too short to wait .. hahahah ( anything also got justification)... So far it pretty good with my usage ( just 2 days old) but I noticed that it kind of hot when I do screen sharing with my desktop. The fan start kicking.. other that that it pretty "cool". And also noticed that background for photo booth a bit lagging but not sure if that expected for slower processor?? .. Will update my air photo soon .. can't upload yet..

The Lion in Love

A LION demanded the daughter of a woodcutter in marriage. The Father, unwilling to grant, and yet afraid to refuse his request, hit upon this expedient to rid himself of his importunities. He expressed his willingness to accept the Lion as the suitor of his daughter on one condition: that he should allow him to extract his teeth, and cut off his claws, as his daughter was fearfully afraid of both. The Lion cheerfully assented to the proposal. But when the toothless, clawless Lion returned to repeat his request, the Woodman, no longer afraid, set upon him with his club, and drove him away into the forest.

pimple...

huhhhuh .. i'm blessed to have a quite a good skin without acne problem.. my biggest problem is hydration. Recently I noticed that I started to have some kind of pimple which is hard to get rid. Dunno why but I suspect due to recent changes on my morning routine which I include jogging at least 1km. It is weird because people say that your skin will be better when u exercise... but for me is the other way.
 Just now I google little bit abt this and it actually common issue. When you exercise especially cardio type, you will sweat toxin. This actually help to reduce pimple but if we didnt take shower and let the sweat dry, it will cause clogging into your pore which eventually cause this hard pimple.. So next time, should not browse internet etc after jogging ... it just make me unaware of time....

farewell

Attending farewell again ... and this time my ex-colleague migrating to US. next month lagi sorang will leave penang. It always nice to start something new but at the same time it is scary too. To blend in to new environment, new culture and adapting wasnt an easy task especially when you are a bit old :)... but still changes is always good rather that complaining everything on the world.
Looking back I didnt regret my decision to leave my ex-company but I still feel something wasnt really right yet.  I need to get a job or income that give me more freedom on time. So many thing i want to do and so many thing I have to do but with 2/3 to 3/4 of my time spending doing my office work, I don't think it will bring anywhere. I havent yet cross any check on my thing to do before 40 and next year the age will be increase lagi. Patutkah membuat decision yg drastik after I finish pay off my hse?

handbag vs headphones...

I was looking for handbag. I feel little bit bored what to wear or which handbag to use etc.... initially i had little bit confident with my financial condition so decide to spend some money on designer handbag which the cheaper is coach la.. i browse the outlet version and also the real store. Can't find anything i like in the outlet version but I like lots of thing in the real store. narrowed down to a few bag... but after i use currency converter, my credit card statement, my account balance... emmm it seems i still far from being stable :p... so terpaksa la lupakan saja.... so tukar arah la ke 2nd class brand .. :(.. so browse lak macy and zappo website.. find a few that i like which within the budget but I can't decide which one.. also found sunglasses.. tetiba terbanyak la plak kat my cart... terpaksa la pick which one is important and ... after a thorough thinking ... i end up buy this headphone instead which is USD9 with free shipping :).. I guess if I have more time thinking and thinking .. i'll be rich by now...