July 24, 2012

disturb

feel so weak and betray. yet i have to keep to myself. BlogBooster-The most productive way for mobile blogging. BlogBooster is a multi-service blog editor for iPhone, Android, WebOs and your desktop

July 10, 2012

Anybody home???

Woowww... it seems ages since i last touch this blog. Uhuhhhu .. i still here in the same place that i was last year .. admiring people life from far... Sad isn't it... Sometimes I try to tell people what I feel ... the feeling of wasting my time  but they keep on telling me I'm doing good for my life but that wasnt the point. The feeling is still there... its not that I want to be the first one who found the unnamed star or untouch land.. Maybe it got to be about how much i spend my time to do something that meaningful to myself. However ... i do not feel it  last 2 days... How do I know that? Suddenly .... facebook is less apealing that doing "your" stuff or stalking people life wasnt the first thing u do when u open the chrome.... Please let the fire burning ... :)....

January 08, 2012

fraud .. scam ... or con .. or whateva u want to call it.

A friend of mine kena con for abt 5k worth of money.. I was literally there .. at least for the 2nd where she lost 3k.. It unbelievable .. I can be me .. and it can be anybody.... SO let me share the story at least someone who read might tell their friend and their friend will tell others which might help other ppl as well..
 It started when she saw ad pasal hse to rent on Friday. She went to see the house and it was perfectly good with fully furnished and so good. The rent is quite cheap - RM650. Actually there are a few people that interested to see the hse and schedule around the same time. But she come a bit early, so get to see the house first.. ( that what she thought)... She fall in love with it automatically.  So she agreed and the owner which claimed to be from KL want the money immediately 3+ 1/2 month deposit & advance rent. He give her the hse key and copy of agreement for her to read. After getting the key, she went out and withdraw money to secure the deal. She passed the money to him ~ RM2000 and they even had a good time chatting. He did give her some advise on various of thing .. and even to ask her to be careful. He asked her to meet again the next day in the hse to check if all the stuff is OK and to sign the agreement. So the next day .. eager to show me the new hse, she asked me to come together.. We met with the guy. He seems to be a decent and nice guy. She give him balance of RM300 to him. While in the hse ... he want to borrow my friend's handphone as his handphone no battery to call his wife. He claimed that his wife doesn't really remember which unit and she the one yg bwk agreement tu.... So she let him use it.. As her password keep on pop-up, she tell him the password as well...  While we checking the hse .. we noticed he is gone.. Initially we thought he went to get his wife kat bawah.. After a while and he doesn't show up .. thing get weird. Then we saw a log book that kind of tell the hse is actually a homestay with Malay name as the owner... I call my friend's phone and it has been switch off.. Call the number in the log book and confirm the hse is not his. He just rent it for a day. The real owner of the hse asked us to wait for him. While waiting .. ada sorang lagi budak datang .. and guess what .. he is the second victim.. or should I say the first as he paid to him first.  Not sure how many people yg kena lagi.. So we do police report etc ... So end of story.. My friend's phone worth 2.8k and she just bought it for 2 wks.
I tried my best to think and see if anything that he do wrong that we can detect that he was lying and doing the conjob... He kind of smooth .. and I think .. i might fall into his con too.... Emmm the only thing that really wrong is the hse is too good to be truth with RM650 for a fully furnished hse... But again as he from KL.. we kind of give justification for it.
When I see the hse I pretty sure it was a homestay but instead of questioning that .. what i thought ...the business wasn't do well as the place a bit outskirt or he had a hard time maintaining it as his from KL. So he just want a quick and easy way and just rent it to people. Actually i want to question him though .. not because I'm suspicious but because I want to know if homestay really not making money that he want to rent it out instead... Actually there are a few facts that I know but somehow instead of question it .. i make justification and wonder. For example the rent is RM650. For almost the same size of hse, I have to pay bank Rm750.. With the renovation, it should be more. So I wonder how he can afford to give ppl the rent RM650.. But I thought he might buy cash that save him the hassle of bank interest.. and as I saw some flaws in the renovation, I tot he might do his own renovation which will save even further. Maybe that the reason he can rent it for RM650... Dushhhh .. next time I should use my brain better ... and asked question instead of try my hard to figure thing out  and dont live in la-la land...
He really smooth in talking and using people weakness to do the conjob... He just make it little bit cheaper than market price and people lines up for it... He make its like the demand is high and make people want to seal the deal as soon as possible.
If you from penang and looking for hse to rent... Please be carefull. His name is steven but I dont think he use the same name again... Dont just being fooled with the good deal that you get. The rules of thumb .. there is no such thing as easy thing .. no rezeki terpijak concept etc.. There is always something hide beneath a good deal... Make sure we do all the precaution.. If thing is not meant for us, it will never be .. Don't rush on something... When we rush we tend to make lots of justification for it..

December 09, 2011

politic

recently kat tv all the news pasal umno punya meeting. I really upset to listen theyl meeting the whole day just to prove that the other party was wrong by bitching abt it. don't you think it waste of time. you just justify everything. it will be better if somehow they plan what to do with the country or reflect back what they do good or bad for their previous term with regards of developing country not getting undi and what can be increase n enhanced. watching them talking just make me feel they treat the election as a war and it will end there. there is no responsibility after that. either u win n not abt your country. it really sad n those ppl are leading my country. sometimes I wonder if I be politician will I be same like them? will party more important than country? will money more important than my country. i always had confident issue with myself but looking at them and how they think I'm pretty sure I can do it 200% better. btw I'm not only talking abt umno but all the parti either pas dap or pkr. all same. look at the ceramah tht they have. all talking bad abt the other party. it nonsense to sit for 1 hour to hear ppl bitching other ppl n what we get? maybe their air liur kot or u lucky some refreshment. it sad to see a joker and follow by joker become our leader. I wonder during mahathir time how he handle the meeting. I hope he talking abt something more meaningfull. BlogBooster-The most productive way for mobile blogging. BlogBooster is a multi-service blog editor for iPhone, Android, WebOs and your desktop

December 05, 2011

facebook

emmm I think confirm aku one of those yg Facebook addicted. I know every single update of my Facebook friend. browsing their photo and stalking all the updates everyday without missed. .
reading the following article made me paused n think how much Facebook has affected me. I think with Facebook as everyone virtially connected it give me a false illusion of connecting. I don't feel the loneliness. Although it sound good but i think this bad as i just drift apart from god n also real ppl. I make less connection in reality. no more long hours hang out with friends except during my outdoor activities. even while waiting for food we browse the foursquare. less time spend to read normal book apatah al Quran. I decided to stop facebooking for a while but somehow ... it kind of hard to spend a day without typing facebook.com. I keep on want to touch the facebook icon .. haisshhh... yesterday is the first day but i was halfway cheated :p. I have to refrain myself until it does not effect my life anymore...

http://www.suhaibwebb.com/relationships/withthedivine/from-facebook-to-gods-book/

November 27, 2011

maal hijrah

it has been a normal routine for malaysian to celebrate the coming of new year with doa akhir tahun and awal tahun. this year while looking for meaning of doa, i stumble upon a website yg cakap benda tu wasn't sunnah from rasullullah or even para sahabat. I was shocked. i tot that was normal practise. told my mum n sis. all of us also shocked. pastu my sis googled more and found a ceramah from dr asri. he said, there is no such thing as doa awal tahun or doa akhir tahun. we should ask for forgiveness everyday not only at the end or at the beginning for the year. the so call hadith yg always digunakan at some book to justify this ritual wasnt in the real Hadith or even Hadith diragui. it a really man made and contains mystic element. x ingat the exact statement but something like syaitan cakap yg penat dia kacau umat Islam but because of one second baca doa terus rosak segala kerja diorang selama setahun. so up to u to believe it or not. just some sharing which i think what dr Asri say is true.

November 13, 2011

Financial independent

Realize it or not, money has become one of important thing in our my life. I work Mon-Friday, at least 9 hours per day to earn money.. I need money to buy stuff and to sustain my life... Although now all the medical now paid  by company but it does equivalent to money as well...  Even to drink warm water can cost up to 60 sen. As the time spend on earning money, I noticed less time can be spend to enjoy n explore my life.. So I need to be financial independent. People always thought of business to correlate with financial independent but I don't have any business concept.. and some more ding business required more time and dedication... So now the only thing left is having some kind of royalti. But I dont have a golden voice or even a good talent in music or art... although adik mazni cakap muka aku mcm Erra Fazira ( YESS nak cakap gak.. this will become some kind of memory when i'm old :p)...
I tried to do apps but too much to learn and i never finish my lesson :p... And now I'm stuck .. dunno what to do.. I dont want to do my work till I die...
Tetiba dapat light bulb .. may be .. just maybe If i start writing something abt what I do at work for Malaysia version it might become something usefull... I dont need some kind of jumbo mambo bombastic sentence sebab technical is all abt fact and logic.. I can sell something cheaper in Malaysia.. I can help my fellow malaysian and also I can gain money ( maybe I should put money first)...

But arr .. ( in my dream mode) nanti kat bioadata author I don't have bombastic resume to put into.. how how how?? nanti jadi case chef ridz pulak kan.. :p

** Just bear with my another Fatimah's dream .. Maybe I should re-arrange my item to do before 40..