Salon

Do you love somebody because you need him or you need him because you love him? emm two situations construct with the same word but have two different meaning. i think those who believe in true love will agreed with the later one but as ppl always said, not everyday have a rainbow... so i guess most of the time ... the first situation will always win la. How sad to love somebody because you need him .. coz as time flies .. our need maybe change or he may not be able to fulfill our need .. so will the love fade??? i also tatau .. life is so unique to predict anything ... btw before anyone make any wild assumption.. actually i got this from cerita Salon. none is related to my life ye... okay now something related to my life .. I manage to stay 2 days without a hsemate ..emm actually i lied .. i went to my ex hsemate hse and melepak kat situ yesterday and oso today. I just realized im not a girl who can stay alone .. i can't bear the feeling of emptiness.. :(. I need my friends around me.. I really feel gratefull that i always have friends around me. Thanks .. thanks and many thanks for all my friends who sudi become my friends :)

beauty killed the beast

today ... someone older by a day ... hhahhahahahaaha .. happy birthday cpah .. oppsss .. happy belated besday. purposely aku buat post lambat sehari so now u're 25 yrs and1 day!!!.. hahahhahaha .. (cpah : dah berjaya ke step anda yg pertama??kalau berjaya .. saya nak try gak :p)
smlm i watch king kong .. a nice movie. I can't remember the older version of King kong but huhuhhuh kesian nye kat king kong yg version baru.. he/she ( tatau la mane satu) .. fall in love with a wrong person la... actually i like the moral value from sitcom played in the movie ...tak engat la the actually dialogue but .. the dipendek secara pendeknya ... "although u think it is obvious .. speak it out". I think most of ppl including me always assume what we do is so obvious that other ppl notice without we have to speak it out. that's where all the break down happen in communication. everything in this world hv 360 degree view.. u may see it this way .. other may see it that way .. if there is no one common commucation which is known by everyone.. we may look at thing is 2 different view .. and speak totally alien language.
btw .. today .. emm actually last nite is my first time alone in Penang. My hsemate move to other new hse. I'll be moving to other hse sebab their current hse owner tak moh 3 org. dunno la but they really like that hse. and the owner cakap if my hsemate going to mv 3 prsn, then we must add 200 in the rental which means the i hv to pay 200 for a very small room. smaller than my current room and from the way my shemate told me.. the owner really dun want 3 prsn. so nak buat cam mane .. terpakse la pindah rumah lain which bila pikir2 okay je. Insya allah i'll be staying with my high school friend, nani kat area on the way to george town tapi the hse tu tak boleh masuk dulu .. kena install grill and put on lights dulu. so i'll be staying alone for one mth in my old hse.. emm actually my owner kasik 2 minggu je .. but i hv to called him kot nak mintak extend. but insya allah my mum will come next week kot.. kesian to her but apa nak buat my father takut if anything happen at night and nobody there.

Otoromen cosmo

Jangan kacau dia .. raksasa tu mengandung ... huhuhuhuh .. believe or not .. hari ni aku tgk otoromen.. hahahahhan . bile tgk balik otoromen ni tatau nape dulu mase kecik2 gile btul. Gaban la .. kasatria baja hitam la .. sampai ponteng sekolah. kenapa la dulu senang btul tertipu ngn cete2 cam gini .. uhhuhhuh .. kalau la mase utk tgk benda2 ni aku spent for baca buku bio .. sure sekarang dah jadik doktor berjaya.. :)

so long .. farewell

hari ni ada farewell party one of my senior. As my 2 years in Freescale i never experience such a touching ( emmm tatau la btul ke tak term ni) farewell. Bt now i saw what i called as fellowship of SVE in Intel .. a company where ppl said as an OVEN. But mana2 pun friendship does existkan.. For the farewell gift we did not give him expensive one but .. if i were him .. i appreciate this gift much more than a diamond ( emm .. kalau kasik diamond pun best gak). We're making a video specially dedicate for him and also tampal2 photo cutting on a big board with all common jokes. Terasa cam zaman2 sekolah dulu. For me ..he deserve this treat. Although i just knew him less than 2 mths but the way he treat everyone mmg agak berlainan from my other colleague which i knew dulu. Normally ur colleague will prioritize their work more than u .. but for him, everytime anyone ask him question, he will put down anything that he do and straight go to ur workstation to help .. or go to the white board to explain. He also very concern on our future development. For him, to be success in career does not mean that you manage to do your work on time and perfectly or became a successfull SVE but more on ur contribution on teamwork and also our knowledge development. okay la enuff abt this .. makin lama makin merapu lak.

time flies

naiza coming to take her Queens Anne and also nak explain abt insurans to me. AFter she went back, i just plug in my Hard disk to check out the new series she just copied for me " Prison Break". Sedihnya .. my laptop sekarang tade codec semua .. so i cannot play any of them.. uhhhh .. then when me gatal2 bukak one by one folder in my hard disk .. just to kill time. And tetiba bile browse folder photo .. uhhh .. i just realize how i miss last year... friends.. travel .. bestnye... I like the photo mase we went to Mawar to see ArtFazil perform .. and also photo to Bournemouth. I would say .. last year have been a part of my experience in life which I cannot forget. Wonder if I ever hv the same opportunity again :)
**now i looking for anyone yg nak gi fort cornwallis ( betul ke spell i dunno). i just found the place smlm mase gi makan...Anyone?? hehhehehe..

Penang in one week

Hari ni i went out with Kak Nurul and Fiza jalan2 round penang. They are my future housemate. Mula2 mase tgk rumah tu i don't really berkenan sebab tempat tu quite far from intel and noisy sebab dekat ngn airport. But after i met kak Nurul and Fiza then i can feel the keserasiannye. Maybe sebab kak Nurul sungguh peramah and nampak sungguh tak kisah. She was sungguh rajin melayan mak saya yang banyak cakap gak. hehhehehehe. After break fasting we stay at her hse which next week will also be mine for couple of hours before they send us back to Equatorial. We had another chit chatting kat equ sampai dah nak midnite.ok stop for today activities. my updates this one week in penang. emmm .. i sesat lots of time mase jalan2 cari makan. Luckily u penang is an island. sesat macam mana pun u will find ur starting point in less than 2 hrs. so sekarang ni dah tau la sket2 jalan kat penang ni though mase tak expert lagi but i manage to find gurney drive by own( bangga2) and later found out yang tempat makan kat situ dah pindah ke jalan tanjung Bungah ( my mum tak suke penang sgt sebab dia rase banyak chinese restaurant).. I've met most of my colleagues. They seem to be very friendly especially Keng Lai and Shih Jun. Shaddish also not so bad but i notice i really have to learnt mandarin. They always speak mandarin in the lab sebab Daniel and Shaddish also knew how to speak mandarin. Saya masuk keja kol 7 ye kawan2.. aduish .. sungguh sengsara nak bangun pagi ..:). I got new IBM laptop which suppose to be very fast with 1G ram but saya rasa my computer lagi laju apa2 pun dia tak berat macam laptop gajah saya. And saya rasa sungguh and amat menyesal tak beli bag laptop samsonite mase gi swindon dulu. uhuhuhuhuh .. dulu rase sure laptop saya tak muat but with my new IBM sure punya muat la. tadi mase kat Gurney Plaza I saw one samsonite laptop bag for near Rm400 .. huhuhuuh mahal nye...btw ..these fews day aku makan kat equatorial utk buffet ... They have gulai ikan salmon with Bendi which they say is one of the daring interpretation. emm when i first saw the advertisement, teringat zaman mase kat UK. We use salmon not only for grilled but asam pedas salmon which suri tak suke sgt .. heheheheh...and once i made salmon masak kicap berlada. Even lin made soup salmon ( not English soup version but malay version of soup ikan) .. so daring kan .. ahhahahaha .. we should write a recipe books.

i've been tagged

Nasib baik naiza tagged before i start working .. so here some story of my life.

20 Tahun yang lalu (Tahun 1985)

macam tak ingat sangat apa yang jadik mase ni but adik pompuan saya dilahirkan mase ni la. Dia sungguh tak comel .. tapi selalu perasan comel ( harap2 dia baca la).End of the year saya masuk tadika Kemas Benut. Pergi sekolah neighbor saya yang hantar, Cik Su sebab mak saya kena jaga adik yang tak comel tu. Saya sungguh tak suke gi sekolah tadika sebab saya kena buli ngn budak nama dia azwa. Gumuk2 orgnya and dia suke cubit saya. Saya tau la saya kurus ..jeles la tu. Jadi sebab tak nak gi sekolah saya selalu nyanyi depan rumah panggil hujan..kalau guruh je .. saya dah tak nak gi sekolah. Mak saya cukup takut saya tak abis sekolah sebab saya sangat malas gi sekolah.. alhamduillah la .. abis jugak.

10 Tahun yang lalu (tahun 1995)

Saya dah belaja kat KL..dulu saya tak suke sangat sekolah ni tapi bile dah besar n bile pikir2 banyak yang saya dapat. So my five years kat situ mmg la berbaloi. I met my close friends kat sana gak. Tahun ni saya amik PMR. Alhamdulilah dapat la apa yang ditarget. TApi dalam mase tu ada la peristiwa lawak... pasal kitorng menipu dalam history test. apa2 pun benda tu dah lepas n saya harap cikgu ros dah maafkan kitorng. Tahun ni gak saya dapat kakak ipar, Kak Ana. Actually kak ana anak cikgu mengaji saya n jiran saya mase kecik. Dulu mase kecik2 abg selalu kem salam .. akhirnya dah jodoh diorng so bertambah la sorang lagi dalam keluarga saya.

5 tahun yang lalu (tahun 2000)

Saya kat UTM skudai. Masa ni saya second year half to 3rd year half. Saya baik ngn Miza and herda. Rumate saya mase ni kakak ex hosmate saya, Kak Kimah. Selain dari kawan2 melayu .. saya rapat ngn Lian Hwa. Dia baik .. selalu hantar saya balik lepas exam. Selalu study sama. Maybe dia le rasia saya boleh lepas undergrade saya. Rasanya mase 2nd year la saya start minat Nehru tapi sure la dia tak pandang saya..hahahhah.. Masa ni dah dok kat KRP join jawatanKuasa Kolej sebab nak duduk hostel. Saya jadik secretary counselling. Kenal la some of org2 kuat UTM .. tapi dah tak engat sapa nama. Masa ni ada 2 org anak sedara saya lahir. Nurul Fatihah and Nurin Nazuha.

3 Tahun yang lalu (tahun 2002)

Saya dah nak abis blaja ... tgh concentrate buat final project. Dr Rosbi jadik supervisor saya .. he so kind. Tahun ni gak saya gi practical training. I sent 60 application tapi tade satu pun dapat. Lst sekali saya practical kat TNB sebab my bro in law selalu buat kerja ngn org TNB. From there I know that .. saya mmg takleh nak keje ngn TNB sebab banyak sgt politik. I knew lots of ppl.Ada yang baik.. ada yang boleh borak2 je..ada yang tak best pun nak rapat2. banyak2 saya paling ingat Cik Iszai, Cik Man and Abg Mie. Cik Iszai selalu blanja saya makan, Cik Man selalu tumpangkan saya pegi kerja and Abg Mie selalu layan saya borak. Tahun ni gak saya gi 3 interview. Satu graduate trainee scheme under Maxis tapi tak sempat interview saya dah direject mase qualifiying exam. Pastu Motorola and JVC. Alhamdulillah saya dapat dua2 tu tapi i choose Motorola sebab diorng offer saya dulu .. hahahahah.. Masuk kerja sama ngn Shazalli ngn Zarihi. Diorang le kawan saya mula2 before saya kenal n rapat ngn wawa,ina n kak Shidah. Saya tinggal kat vista ngn budak2 UM kawan2 cik pah. Tahun ni gak saya convo. Dapat le anugerah yang saya tak sangka2. Serious tak sangka, tau pun bila dah abis rehearsal kawan saya tepon suruh dtg (rehearsal pun saya tak pegi sebab sibuk bukak account Maybank).

Tahun Lepas (2004)

Saya masuk MBG dept. Keja senang sket dari my first year and I like it. Tahun ni saya dah gatal nak sambung blaja. malas nak keja .. penat. Saya keja tak dapat gak jalan2. Org lain yang dapat gi training .. uhuhuhu (alamak terbongkara rasia ku) .. Anyway .. saya mintak loan Mara nak sambung study. Alhamdulillah saya dapat and on my 24th Bitrhday (30 September) saya tersadai kat KLIA tunggu my flight ke UK. Bermula hidup as student and my first time gi oversea. Tahun ni gak mase chrismast saya gi Spain .. ahhh heaven nya. Tapi tahun ni gak saya dapat anak sedara baru .. Nurin Naziha. Sempat tgk dia 4 hari je before fly.

Tahun ini ( Tahun 2005)

Saya masih student.. dapat anak sedara lagi Nurul Aida. Saya dah abis blaja .. and saya dah balik mesia.. haahahahahhaha .. sukenya . Dah dapat makan apa yang saya nak makan mase kat Uk dulu. Akhirnya tercapai gak hajat saya nak jalan2. And insya allah saya akan keja ngn Intel kat Penang. Saya pun tatau kenapa saya pilih Penang but I really looking forward nak keja ngn Intel. It was my dream 4 years ago tapi tak berani nak mintak sebab dapat dirasa di reject awal2 and dia kat Penang. After a year kat UK .. then saya rasa.. tak le jauh sgt pun Penang tu. So no harm if i try kan???

Tahun Depan ( Tahun 2006)

Saya rasa .. saya masih di Intel. Maybe dah jual insurans.. hahahahhahaa .. so my fren .. dun forget me ye .. i will cari u .. i alwiz try to keep in touch .. hahahahahha. This year .. I hope I can meet someone to share my life with sebab saya target nak kawin when i'm 27 which is another one year lagi. walahai ..

10 Tahun yang hadapan (tahun 2015)

Insya allah umor saya dah 35. Kalau saya dah kawin and ada anak .. maybe I'll working as lecturer ke .. cikgu tadika ke.. ahahahah... maybe saya jadik penjual insurans berjaya.. ( bear with me kay).. or maybe saya still with Intel doing something related to training. Tapi ada gak terpikir nak amik something related to management. So tatau aa ..depends on flow la. Kalau
saya tak kawin lagi .. ya allah ...ta mo la cakap .. sebab I really hope dah saya dah kawin by then. So kalau mase tu tak lagi .. terpakse le saya alter post ni.

emm saya pun tatau na tagged sapa lagi sebab banyak kawan saya dah ditagged. I have similar cycle of friend with my friends. ANyway .. saya tagged
1. Suresh
2. Eja
3. Lina

though diorang ni jarang update blog .. tak pela ...

oke le mau mandi manda.. bubyyeyyeyeyeye