food

uhh .. i just notice. Nikmat makan tu not just come from the good taste of food but how u use ur muscle utk makan... sungguh takjub kan :)

Muhasabah diri ...

i found something yg ... emm dunno what is the word to describe it.. but just read it and think abt it.

A spiritual master received a learned man who came over to gain deeper insight into the mysteries of life.
The master prepared the tea. While serving the tea he begin to explain, but learned professor kept on interrupting with his own opinions. So the master poured his visitor's cup full and then kept on pouring.
The learned man watched the overflow until he no longer could restrain himself, "It is overfull. No more will go in!"
"Like this cup," the master said, " You are full of your own opinions and speculations. How can I show you anything unless you first empty your cup?"

cpah sudah tagged saya

Sementara saya tgh malas nak mandi ni .. baik la membuat benda alah ni ..


Part 1: On the Outside
Name : Fatimah Ahmad .. I hv a classic name .. hahahha that what Anuar Zain cakap ye..
Date of Birth : 3o September .. sempat lai kalau nak simpan duit
Current Status : Sick of my job
Eye Colour : I wish it was red .. but it still black
Hair Colour : I bald la .. :))
Righty or Lefty : I'm average normal girl .. so mestila right right right
Zodiac Sign : Libra

Part 2: On the Inside
Your Heritage : Malay + chinese but my culture is 100% Malay.
Your Fear : Snakes and leaving this world without preparation .. :(
Your Weakness: SALES .. I become overexcited .. tapi end up selalu beli benda yg tak perlu
Your Perfect Pizza: Italian piza .. yang ada banyak mushroom.

Part 3: Yesterday, Today & Tomorrow
Your thoughts first waking up : Am I??
Your bedtime : 11/12 to 7 am. tapi today macam terlajak mak ajak .. tu 12 .. uhuhuhuu
Your most missed memory : my childhood...

Part 4: Your Pick
Pepsi or Coke : Coke
McDees or Burger King : Mc D.
Single or Group Dates : Group kot hahahha .. i kaku bile berdua je. :p
Adidas or Nike : if i have the money .. i buy both..
Lipton Tea or Nestea : Nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla : Cokelate
Cappucino or Coffee : Coffe with French Vanila creamer .. uhhuhh .. sungguh lazat

Part 5: Do You…
Smoke : Kalu dok hisap asap dapur consider smoke kah??...
Curse : Jarang jarang .. tapi cakap org bengong selalu la...

Part 6: In the Past Month
Drank alcohol : spray alcohol ya la ..
Gone to the mall : Lots of time ..
Been on stage : Yeah .. performing kat Manhattan City .. ahhahahahah ( biar benar)
Eaten sushi : Nope.
Dyed your hair : nope

Part 7: Have You Ever?
Played a stripping game : Cpah adakah kita bermain bersama2 didlm bilik sauna tu??
Changed who you were to fit in : emm .. macam tak kot .. but I'm flexible

Part 8 : Marrriage
Age you’re hoping to be married : Macam sepatutnya 27 . Adakah saya sudah 27?? uhhh

Part 9: In A Guy/GirlBest
Eye colour : black
Hair colour : Normal kaler kot .. black
Short or long hair : Short hair .. brocolli lagi bagus .. :)

Part 10: What Were You Doing?
1 minute ago : surf psl IMAX
1 hour ago : talk on the phone
4 1/2 hours ago : Masih terbungkang di katil
1 month ago : berjalan222

Part 11: Finish The Sentence
I love : shopping, eating, vacation, ...and buying cheap stuff .. huhuhuh
I feel : confuse
I hate : to start anything...
I hide : my deeper thought ...
I miss : malaysia food.
I need : a shower

btw .. malas nak tag org lain .. sebab cpah dah tag org yg saya kenal .. hahahhah .. sungguh kecik nye dunia ini ekk

Pig, Malay and Islam

I come across with a question pasal pig ni recently. Kat Malaysia, normally we will not eat at the place yang serve pork and some people won't eat at Chineese stall though they just sell laksa if they don;t have the Halal certificate. And I'm really sure that we were taught during school time yang pig dan seumpama dengan nya najis mughallazah and we can't touch it. All the utensil yang digunakan utk serve pork must be samak first. Bila kat UK, i normally ate at college cafe although they serve pork. My justification, I don't see the plate that I'm using org letak pork before so kira halal la... lagipun darurat .. mane larat nak tapau makanan hari2 and i always keep this justification .. Until recently I'm on business trip kat US. Hari2 makan kat luar .. and most of the restaurant serve pork. I start thinking ... kat sini aku makan je kat restaurant yg serve pork as long as I'm sure the food I ate contains no non halal food... why can't i do the same thing kat malaysia. If this wrong .. i should avoid it ... if this not why can't i do the same thing in malaysia?? Got one time my friend offer fruit .. but i didnt take it sebab takut complication ni .. macam pikir knife dia ada guna cut pork ke etc ..
so I try to figure out what actually Quran or hadith said abt this. Tapi seperti biasa kalau nak tau mendalam macam ambik masa yg lama je nak baca all the hadith and quran .. so aku pun dok short cut to google. Dlm Quran prohibit kita makan pork .. tapi actually takde pun cakap pasal touching pig or any stuff yg ada related to pork. While google tu .. macam tak jumpa the exact saying yg cakap kita kena samak bekas yg pernah letak anything related to pig. The nearest that i found is ... there is hadeeth said that we have to wash the container lick by dog with 1 portion of sand and 6 portion of water ( err sorry if tersalah .. lazy to recheck) .. but not on pig. And as most people think that pig lebih najis compare to dog so the same rules goes to pig. And so far web yg cakap pasal touching pig u need to wash with sand ( samak) is only come from Malaysia.. maybe the ijtihad come from Shafie but i can't confirm sebab tak jumpa. While google pasal pig ni I come across with Syed Petra nye writing... kind of interesting. Maybe something yg kita patut start pikir kot .. There is lots of restriction that our tradition tell us may not be what is suppose to .. but it's up to us to judge it ..
http://www.malaysia-today.net/MMblues/2006/04/in-search-of-islam.htm
So harap2 anyone yg ada knowledge abt this can comment. I hope i can write in fully english tapi malas la plak .... Mana la tau someone google and found my page and can comment abt that. For my own opinion, if there really no words from Allah or Muhammad abt this, I don't see any harm using something that previously use to serve pork as long as the food that we ate have been prepare in clean and halal manner. But Allah know the best .. Please sesapa yg boleh comment abt this.

are we friends

Sila la jawab ye .. btw sesapa yg baca anime .. try to read death note .. quite nice tapi dah last2 boring sket sebab complicated sgt

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you have a crush on me?
5. Would you kiss me?
6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
7. Describe me in one word.
8. What was your first impression?
9. Do you still think that way about me now?
10. What reminds you of me?
11. If you could give me anything what would it be?
12. . How well do you know me?
13. When's the last time you saw me?
14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
15. Are you going to put this on your blog and see what I say about you?

A cost of a deer meat

I notice that assumption always lead to bad thing. I've seen how a very good friendship ruined bcos of assumption ... what a waste. Tapi why is it hard for us to ask for a clarification?? malukah org kata kita lambat pick up or busybody ? or tak nak org irritated? or nak jadik cool though kita tak cool pun ... Tak kisah la apa2 pun reason. saya pun suka buat assumption. malas org cakap "cakap banyak" ... sebab saya mmg cakap banyak pun ..
Last 2 days .. i ate deer meat and the cost : headache for 2 days .. uhhh .. takmoh makan lagi. dah la tak sedap mana pun. btw .. I'm looking for a room kat penang island ni. sesapa ada contact let me know. Thanks!!!

Cryonics .. Human vs frog

It's very funny people willing to pay lots of money to be cryopreserved while there is no prove it will works. And I think even the research utk hidupkan org balik which pun macam takde break through je... apa apa tah manusia zaman sekarang ni. suka buat benda pelik. One of the ppl that I know cakap kalau dia ada duit pun nak buat cryopreserved .. just because curiosity...
btw one interesting fact that i got from tv series. ada sejenis katak - Frog Wood able to survive after a few month frozen. amazing kan ciptaan tuhan ..
Sometimes rasa heran why ppl want to live forever. Yeah .. I think I like to live longer as long as my family and my friends around me but I dont think preserved our brain after death and waiting for advance in medical untuk hidup balik is a choice. Macam scary je... Just imagine someone who being preserved in year 2000 only can be revive back in year 2500. How to adapt with the total new technolgy. How he going to survive without friend and family. Takutnya saya .. I know i can't.
And even without this cryonic etc ... i dont think i want to live too long and watching one by one our family and friends leaving me... It's really sad. I remember watching alchemist .. at first that guy one to live forever but after sometimes he realize it's only a curse. But yet .. we have to live to the fullest friends!!! :)

Im so tired today ...