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Suka suka suka. Last Friday Aku telaha berjaya dapatkan iPhone pilihan hati. Penat dowh Tunggu 3 jam for the phone but it really worth it. Wonder why it took me too long to decide to hv smart phone. I like the apps. N now i understand better how create a good apps that can sell. Your games must be not too hard so people can level up but not to easy that people doesnt feel boring. Then kena ada trial version. So in short, it not an easy money. In another hand , my hse mate parents Ada Kat sini n the main reason they come early instead of during awal Muharram bcos they want to go and see ustaz lokman for perubatan Islam. I google little bit about it and it a bit interesting. In my family only my mum had this kind of experience where she become like some one else. Last time it happen 25 years back and I still remember the event roughly. Ingat yg my uncle sembunyi belakang Pintu. But for this ustaz lokman the queue is too long. My Hsemate queue for the number yesterday for like 2 hours n today even with the number she has to wait for 3 hours n yet the number not even Started. Lots of people rupanya ada sakit. I heard the main clinic in gombak fully booked for this year. The next available appointment is in April next year. She told me Ada pelbagai penyakit n even Ada yg kena cancer. Emm I wonder if cancer can be cure using this mistik medical. Even the biggest tok guru went to stanford for heart operation.

a regret event..

tadi gi giant nak beli some groceriess. masa nak balik kat kete tetiba ada ah so ni dtg dekat ngn kete. she say something which wasnt really clear but i think i can guess what she want. but instead of giving what i think she want, i say " ha?" ... and now she has to come near me.. and say "saya x cukup duit.. boleh mintak 3 ringgit".  and i hate what i did at that moment.. without a smile face... but with a face yg tergesa2, i open my handbag n grab 3 ringgit n pass to her. quickly i masuk kete and lock my door. And only then my sense come to work. For a person to put down their pride n asked for a money.. it already hard enough.. why i make it harder for them? what harm an auntie can do to me.. worst come to worst she just grabbed my handbag n i think i still can win the fight. i think it will brighten her more if at least i smile sincerely .. and she even wish me selamat hari raya...  i hate my self.. sometimes my sceptical are too extreme that i dont care people feeling... i wish i should have less prasangka buruk :(..

Ibu

sangat sedih .. n sgt terasaaa..

Membaca....

Last saturday i was reviewed a few kids punya penulisan. Rasa nak sakit jantung dgn ayat diorang.. " P.Ramlee adalah seorang penyeronok". "Mak saya merupakan pemberi kasih sayang". "Dia merupakan pembagi gol bagi pasukan sepanyol". "Tokoh sukan saya adalah P.ramlee".. etc... My first impression .. wahh budak2 ni macam x pernah baca buku cerita..agak mengelupur jugak la. Terus rasa nak beli banyak2 buku cerita & ask them to make summary. I talked to few of my friend abt this... One of them give me a very good advise and even to myself. Dia cakap.. the important thing right now is not their grammer but what they write abt & to nurture their passion. Do praise them on what they have wrote to give them motivations. Listen to what they wrote instead of critic je. Give them the inspiration to be success and eventually they will have their drive.

The different between them and the younger me is, i want success and i look for it while for them, they dont care (hahahah macam tipu jugak.. when i was kids my motivation is not success but i just want to get the prize... heheheh) ... Anyway to make an A student out of kids yg memang nak dapat A is easy but this kids is dont care. Tapi betul jugak. I talked to one of them yg dapat gagal dalam periksa. His ambition nak jadik pilot.. so i cakap le.. kalau gagal je.. xkan jadik pilot.. jadik pemandu bus je nanti. And he replied back " Takpe la jadi pemandu bus.. atleast dapat duit".  The ambition is not pure.. just for the sake of having ambition but not yet able to drive him.

Anyway one of my friend suggestion is to read to them cerita pasal tokoh2 & biogragrafi. It will give them inspiration and let them see that all the tokoh is normal ppl & due to hard work & passion they can be success. I do agree with this and looking back, myself jugak kureng membaca buku pasal tokoh2 ni. Tu  pasal la kureng inspiration in life. Although I can consider myself is quite success but still most of the time I have the feeling of uneasy that I'm wasting my time. I think the main reason sebab aku x de benda yg aku really has passion on. I just follow with the flow which at the end x beri satisfaction in life.. So I guess this suggestion is good for me to find my own life too . ( YES thing to do againnnn)..

Another suggestion to give them read a really good book. The good books will always give the impact to them instead of the chikc flick. My friend give some suggestion of malay literature yg aku sendiri pun x pernah baca.. pannggg malukan dengan diri sendiri. I tried to read salam rushdie punya cerita to have a feeling reading a good literature but just few pages sebab pening ngn englishnya but yet in my own language I didnt treasure what we actually have. So last few days saya dgn tamaknya telah membeli beberapa buku on this. First gi popular but i just notice that nowadays susah nak jumpa buku cam ni kat store... yg banyak nye " Cinta... " .. "Sepi ...".. "Rindu ...". and it hard to find a GOOD MALAY books for kids.. ( bulb light : boleh buat buku cete budak).. ERRRGGGHH.. Anyway i found a website yg ada banyak buku  http://www.ujanailmu.com.my/.

Sindrom bosan dgn hidup sendiri

Perasan bosan ni datang balik... emm actually bukan bosan but uneasy feeling sebab rasa aku wasting my life. Dok blog hop, and nampak sorang ni bersamba la.. yg sorang ni dok asyik travel sini-sana la.... n me? Still doing my routine work. Bangun pagi, gi keja.. balik keja, dinner kat depan tv.. malam tido. Uhhh boringggsss.... xkan le lagi 10 tahun pun nak wat benda yg sama? Arggghhhh

peoms, prayer & promise

Been listening to this song but never really care abt the lyrics. Tadi lepas jogging melepak sambil melayan perasan kat tasik tiba2 my ipod pop up lagu ni. I do think the lyrics is nice..  ( hahaha i'm so oldiesttt)..

I've been lately thinking
About my life's time
All the things I've done
And how it's been
And I can't help believing
In my own mind
I know I'm gonna hate to see it end

I've seen a lot of sunshine
Slept out in the rain
Spent a night or two all on my own
I've known my lady's pleasures
Had myself some friends
And spent a night or two in my own home

And I have to say it now
It's been a good life all in all
It's really fine
To have a chance to hang around
And lie there by the fire
And watch the evening tire
While all my friends and my old lady
Sit and pass the pipe around

And talk of poems and prayers and promises
And things that we believe in
How sweet it is to love someone
How right it is to care
How long it's been since yesterday
And what about tomorrow
And what about our dreams
And all the memories we share

The days they pass so quickly now
Nights are seldom long
And time around me whispers when it's cold
The changes somehow frighten me
Still I have to smile
It turns me on to think of growing old
For though my life's been good to me
There's still so much to do
So many things my mind has never known
I'd like to raise a family
I'd like to sail away
And dance across the mountains on the moon

I have to say it now
It's been a good life all in all
It's really fine
To have the chance to hang around
And lie there by the fire
And watch the evening tire
While all my friends and my old lady
Sit and watch the sun go down

And talk of poems and prayers and promises
And things that we believe in
How sweet it is to love someone
How right it is to care
How long it's been since yesterday
What about tomorrow
What about our dreams
And all the memories we share

i read poj's blog comment and tertarik tgk blog yg dia cakap pasal food photography. Uhuhuh .. serious sgt menarik blog dia sebab banyak gambar. The greece trip's photo is sgt le menarik n rasa cam nak gi greece lak. And till now, aku terbayang squid salad. Macam sedap.. :). Hari ni tgk the despicable 3D. First time tgk 3D and I think is quite good too. Some scenes can really see it pop up in front of you but maybe only 10% of it :).  If you go to see the movie... watch till the end sebab ada lagi banyak scene2 comel benda kaler kuning tu.  Anyway tadi mencari sandal sebab semua sandal ku sudah putus. My sandal yg pakai gi gurney pun dlm perjalana reben putus, so terpaksa la kan :). Anyway I like this Aldo sandal but the price is way over the budget. It fall under greats deal item but still near 200. So I decided just get a makcik sandal from primavera around RM69.  I think it will do for my office & casual wear. Anyway balik rumah still thinking abt the Aldo shoe. In US the price is USD30..  Still thinking nak beli ke x as i just bought a sandal.