Kinoko No Yama

snacks ni adalah amat sedap ok. coeklat dia sedap n biscuit dia sedap. Where can I find in malaysia... adakah daiso ada jual??? yg ni gambo strawberry... but semalam makan yg cokelat ,, sedapnya...

it saturday...

I was reading my old blog post... sometimes it good to have a blog,, you can see how your life and you changed over time. It seems my life was more flowerish and happier  & free last time... now it more complicated i guess. found this in my old post ... hahahahhaha ...


10 Tahun yang hadapan (tahun 2015)


Insya allah umor saya dah 35. Kalau saya dah kawin and ada anak .. maybe I'll working as lecturer ke .. cikgu tadika ke.. ahahahah... maybe saya jadik penjual insurans berjaya.. ( bear with me kay).. or maybe saya still with Intel doing something related to training. Tapi ada gak terpikir nak amik something related to management. So tatau aa ..depends on flow la. Kalau
saya tak kawin lagi .. ya allah ...ta mo la cakap .. sebab I really hope dah saya dah kawin by then. So kalau mase tu tak lagi .. terpakse le saya alter post ni.
emm saya pun tatau na tagged sapa lagi sebab banyak kawan saya dah ditagged. I have similar cycle of friend with my friends. ANyway .. saya tagged
1. Suresh
2. Eja
3. Lina

OWC

Recently people are talking abt the OWC - obedient wife club.. which their main intention is to help reduce the divorce rate n helping to prevent all masalah sosial  that related to sex or gender abuse. But somehow reading their article can't help but make me feel that they are actually creating a gender bias. They are blaming all those issue to women.
   Emmm maybe I being naive here as I'm not a guy n not even married to one. But i really think the real reason behind all those sosial issue regarding rape because the guys wasn't taught properly how to respect a women.. Some of them might grow up seeing their mum being abuse by their father and give them the initial lesson that how husband-wife relationship should work. They never learnt or even see love between their parents...
 And for divorce, I tot a marriage fell because no communication. When the other can't really tell the other party what they really feel, their thought etc. They slept to each other everyday but wake up just feeling like a strangers. they can't share their dreams..their fear.. I might be wrong but as much as people say guy n girl are different where guys only think abt sex but I do think they longing for the same thing. Companionship... emm .. maybe thats the reason i still single. the guys that im looking for is not real.. hahahaha I still in my "la la" land...

astro STUPID.

The issue with Astro havent settle till now. Everytime I talked to them, i sure feel depressed. Imagine yesterday I called and asked for this officer that promised to handle my case. As you cannot connect directly to them, the other officer said she will call me back. Waited until 2pm and nobody call. So i call back. This time they said yg budak tu baru masuk keje so she will call me anytime until 12 midnite .... Waited until 10pm... then i called them back. Suddenly officer yg baru ni cakap yg hari ni budak yg aku nak cakap tu off. Geram kan....

hari ni aku fax statement but x sampai kat diorang. Dont know which one ada problem ... my fax or Astro's fax.. the stupid thing abt astro they split their call center and email.. so if the fax not working, there is no other way you can send to them. If you send email to wecare@astro, other dept will handle your case which might AGAIN end up to no where. I just cant help to feel so geram with their STUPID systemm.. It so STUPID that I actually cried after the call... Thinking of bringing this matter to public.. if it can happen to me , it can happen to anyone...

anyway i like this song from chuck season 3... it nice .. just ease my sakit hati to astro..

he stars have made their way
I raise my glass and part my lips tend to many deep
The only time I see you is in my sleep

Someday, get up on my way
I think I’ll be okay for a while
I know you were never mine to keep
But I know that I’ll see you in my sleep

But time has been unkind
and kept me far from you
But I know you will be holding me
In my sleep

I’ve been hanging on
scraping by all my life
And I know you will be holding me
In my sleep

I’ve been hanging on
Scraping by all my life

And I know I’ll miss you
I’ll always miss you
But I know I’ll see you
In my sleep

I know I’ll miss you
I’ll always miss you
But I know I’ll see you
In my sleep

birthday

while looking at the cute cupcakes, one of my relatives cakap " next time during her son birthday she will order this cupcakes and distribute to the kids friend in kindergarten. emm tetiba terpikir. what will be the best way to celebrate birthday with your kids? should we spend the whole time doing something that he or she want like going to mall, playing in the waterpark, or celebrate the birthday party. will it make them happy. I guess with the attention and gift any kids will be happy. does it important for them to feel happy or rather we should do something to nurture their ability to share with other people even those not related to them. instead of sharing or distribute cupcakes to friends in kindergarden, will it better if we bring them to feed the homeless? or give them 100 of rm1 notes and let him give donation to the begger or bring him to celebrate with old folks home ? its not the coolest thing to do but if we make it a routine, will they grow up and feel these is what need to be done rather than they doing something good. but not sure what he feel when seeing his friends bringing cakes to everyone during his birthday while he didn't bring anything to them. will they feel left out? does it a good thing to make your kids feel it is OK to be different so they will not feel shy or doing something just for the sake of other ppl do it? I don't know.

kids

Baru tau yg one of my senior ada anak OKU.. i think life must be very hard to her.. i always wonder how I will react if somehow i just lucky to have one... I'm not sure if I can accept it. I really salute those mums who really patient to their kids..
somehow deep in my heart I have a guts feeling that if I have a kids, I may have one like that... it is not because I feel Allah want to test me or He want to punish me .. but being MYSELF who i know my deepest darkest feeling, having a kids like that might be the best remedy of becoming less selfish. Although it might turn out to be the other way ....

1st post

First post from my beloved air.. :) :) :) cannot stop smiling... i promised myself to buy me an air once i completed an apps... hahahahahah but i broke my promise. Just can't wait as I keep on dragging to start writing serious apps... dont think hello world n currency converter count right :p... but.... life is too short to wait .. hahahah ( anything also got justification)... So far it pretty good with my usage ( just 2 days old) but I noticed that it kind of hot when I do screen sharing with my desktop. The fan start kicking.. other that that it pretty "cool". And also noticed that background for photo booth a bit lagging but not sure if that expected for slower processor?? .. Will update my air photo soon .. can't upload yet..