September 24, 2009

nawaitu vs action

kadang2 org cakap nawaitu(niat) tu yg penting. Selalu mase kecik2.. mak cakap kalau kita niat nak tolong org tapi tak kesampaian pun dapat pahala sebab yg penting tu niat but when reading dave brown punya buku.. dia banyak berkisar pasal good nawaitu pun will lead to even greater sin mcam bunuh org etc. In one of Astro drama, antara garisan, ustaz tu pun nawaitu dia baik .. utk menjauhi kemungkaran but he end up became so extreme sampai membuat aniya. But I guess when we talk to ppl like that, they never realise dia dah extreme sebab nawaitu dia baik... aku pun x tau le apa yg aku nak membebelkan tapi kadang2 rasa amaze with nawaitu and action that follows with it. Maybe betul yang even niat yg baik itu x kan menghalalkan apa yg haram...


case 1: To restore human faith, a priest create a very huge terror so ppl will return their way to God.
Nawaitu : baik. Action : uhuhuhh .. sangat tidak baik. (taken from angel & demon)

case 2: To help guide the world from any dangerous threat like terrorism etc, the organization telah secretly de-cript every email/web/net without other ppl know abt it. Bukan it saja, when they received a threat yg paksa diorang utk bocorkan rasia itu, a guy in that organization bukan saja telah plan utk menipu org dgn lebih hebat tapi juga telah membunuh org2 yg dirasakan akan menspoilkan rancangan dia.
Nawaitu : baik. Action : Sgt tidah baik ( Taken from digital fortress)

case 3: A defend lawyer yg mana anak buah dia menrape budak pompuan, telah tiba2 rasa bertangungjwab to uphold the justice. So dia telah menreversekan dimana dia soal anak client dia and membocorkan rasia anak client dia.
Nawaitu : Baik . Action : Tak baik gak.. sebab dah melanggar etika sorang peguam. haii... ( taken from jin notti)

September 11, 2009

Finally.. baru tgk music n lyrics..

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night

I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

September 08, 2009

Vincci +

tadi mase dok kat living hall, ktorang nampak asap berkepul2 depan rumah kitorang. aku ingatkan ghost festival diorang bakar patung2.. tiba2.. in 10 mins bunyi bomba.. uhh ada kebakaran rupanya.. terukkan kitornag.. x gi call bomba pun. x tau rumah sapa.. sebab mcm xde rumah kat situ...
anywy .. last 3 wks.. i went to Gurney.. vincci baru abis wat renovation.. emm aku baru tau kewujudan vinci +. The shoe look fantastic and much more comfy. i bought one for raya. my first kasut raya after like ages..sgt2 suka.. i put the paper dalam bilik. setiap kali nampak sure gumbira.. x sabar nak pakai. cepat le 20 hb..

September 05, 2009

mimpi dalam mimpi

aku tersedar dari tido .. and teringat pintu depan x selak. while I try to lock it, suddenly there is a hand pushing it from outside....I'm struggling and push from inside.. the hand look scary. WHile struggling.. tetiba terpikir.. this cannot be right.. i must be dreaming .. i fight with myself .. and finally i woke up .. and i still in my room. Still feel scared .. i rush to kunci yg room.. takut nak kuar. but some how my room key got problem .. then i just leave it half lock... this morning i notice.. my door room not lock at all. emm .. mimpi dlm mimpi....

kepala lembu

aku dok tgk video pasal mogok kepala lembu.. just hate it.. and they islam as the justification..