2012

baru tgk 2012.. boleh x aku rasa cerita yg sedih.. hahahah.. anyway masa tgk cerita tu memang x leh lari la kan dari tinking abt kiamat. Dulu masa kecik2, org cakap masa hari kiamat ada dajal datang. Dia akan seksa semua org and paksa jadi pengikut dia. sapa yg tahan iman x kan iku dajal while yg ima suam2 sket sure akan terpesong. At the end, there will be a saviour yg menyelamatkan dari dajal and world in the peace again with only people with good faith will stay before everything turn into dust. Dajal didescribekan mcm monter yg ada satu mata which for me it scary and who want to be become follower of a scary monster. But some say dajal may not a real monster but more on metafor. I'm not sure which part is true .. and which part is penambah perisa. But watching 2012 could not help but to make comparison. During that day, will be so many pain and so many damaged that people just want to save their life which regards how. Mcm dlm cete 2012 tu everyone nak board to the ship and will do anything for it. Mcm apa yg Dr H cakap, human is lost when we start losing our humanity. What if, dajal is actually a way to save your life & family from the disaster and it wasnt that scary , I guess a lots of people will fall for it. What is faith? Believe in Allah, believe in his power .. believe that human is equal in the eye of god, believe that we are here in the world to give our service to him.. believe in doing good, believe in fate.. So I felt in 2012, actually showing one of a way how people lost their faith. Just imagine what will happen if everyone else know abt the news abt the ship a few months or  afew days before that.. 

pre-intro

A friend of mine told me yg dia x tau nape aku respect dia. I guess macam cete fruit basket, ppl cannot see their own back.. So yesterday I decide to write a special entry for my close friends why I respect them and why I always want to be their friend and how they impact my life... Motive utama .. just incase they lost their way... my entry will remind them how great they are.. at least from my point of view la kan. Itu adalah azam ketika balik dari mentry my toy camera. tapi biasalah kan .. angan2 tinggal angan2.. malam semalam telah dihabiskan mensurf benda2 yg tidak berguna lagipun sebab bile pikir2 banyak lak nak tulih.. and xkan nak kasik link blog ni kat diorangkan.. so azam semakin pudar. Tiba2 hari ni my hsemate email cakap yg collegue dia pass away heart attack.  A thought cross my mind.. uhh ajal sampai x terduga.. what if my friend are dying and waiting for some motivation to say how important they are etc... sure menyesalkan. There are ppl who born with self confident.. while there are some who doesnt feel they worth living.. so aku x moh le menyesal nanti.  So azam akan diperkuatkan lagi... yeahhhhh... next entry la.

nawaitu vs action

kadang2 org cakap nawaitu(niat) tu yg penting. Selalu mase kecik2.. mak cakap kalau kita niat nak tolong org tapi tak kesampaian pun dapat pahala sebab yg penting tu niat but when reading dave brown punya buku.. dia banyak berkisar pasal good nawaitu pun will lead to even greater sin mcam bunuh org etc. In one of Astro drama, antara garisan, ustaz tu pun nawaitu dia baik .. utk menjauhi kemungkaran but he end up became so extreme sampai membuat aniya. But I guess when we talk to ppl like that, they never realise dia dah extreme sebab nawaitu dia baik... aku pun x tau le apa yg aku nak membebelkan tapi kadang2 rasa amaze with nawaitu and action that follows with it. Maybe betul yang even niat yg baik itu x kan menghalalkan apa yg haram...


case 1: To restore human faith, a priest create a very huge terror so ppl will return their way to God.
Nawaitu : baik. Action : uhuhuhh .. sangat tidak baik. (taken from angel & demon)

case 2: To help guide the world from any dangerous threat like terrorism etc, the organization telah secretly de-cript every email/web/net without other ppl know abt it. Bukan it saja, when they received a threat yg paksa diorang utk bocorkan rasia itu, a guy in that organization bukan saja telah plan utk menipu org dgn lebih hebat tapi juga telah membunuh org2 yg dirasakan akan menspoilkan rancangan dia.
Nawaitu : baik. Action : Sgt tidah baik ( Taken from digital fortress)

case 3: A defend lawyer yg mana anak buah dia menrape budak pompuan, telah tiba2 rasa bertangungjwab to uphold the justice. So dia telah menreversekan dimana dia soal anak client dia and membocorkan rasia anak client dia.
Nawaitu : Baik . Action : Tak baik gak.. sebab dah melanggar etika sorang peguam. haii... ( taken from jin notti)

Finally.. baru tgk music n lyrics..

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night

I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

Vincci +

tadi mase dok kat living hall, ktorang nampak asap berkepul2 depan rumah kitorang. aku ingatkan ghost festival diorang bakar patung2.. tiba2.. in 10 mins bunyi bomba.. uhh ada kebakaran rupanya.. terukkan kitornag.. x gi call bomba pun. x tau rumah sapa.. sebab mcm xde rumah kat situ...

anywy .. last 3 wks.. i went to Gurney.. vincci baru abis wat renovation.. emm aku baru tau kewujudan vinci +. The shoe look fantastic and much more comfy. i bought one for raya. my first kasut raya after like ages..sgt2 suka.. i put the paper dalam bilik. setiap kali nampak sure gumbira.. x sabar nak pakai. cepat le 20 hb..