September 28, 2004

Yesterday will be A dream once again

My sister just delivered a baby gurl last Saturday. Alhamdulillah, everything goes fine but her baby cry quite often just like Nasrin. Atleast I have a chance to see my niece before off to UK. This birth keep my mom a bit busy as she help my sister to manage the household. I just help to look after the other girl, Nasrin and nazura, Actually just play with them so they don't disturb the baby. Opsss forget .. today is mom's besday.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM.
Just read newspaper this morning .. and I'm a bit touch with what happen around us. War are all over, lots of discrimation on Islam and also on women. Uhhh sometimes I really hope to be a volunteer in the international mission to help those unfortunate people. That's thought lead me to join Mercy last year though I didn't attend any of their activities (:). I really respect them who can give up their career to help for the relief mission. I don't think I will ever willing to sacrified my career or lifestyle to devote my life helping people though I always dreamt myself to be one of them. Maybe I was influenced by Malay film ~Selubung cast by MNasir, Deanna Yusoff and Jit Murad. Sometimes I wish I have a power to stop all the war. Let us live in real peace harmony world where people can sit together without any doubt what happen in future. This wil be only a prefect dream though (:( ....

September 19, 2004

The Touch of Oldish

Hari ni ada kenduri doa selamat kat rumah. Setelah bertahun tak dapat duit raya, there were two mom's fren handed me angpau. Sungguh terharu sebab tak sangka ada kasik2 duit plak untuk majlis doa selamat. It just a small amount but the real value can't be described with word. Yang paling terharu sebab salah satu makcik yang gimme the envelope tu aku memang kenal sejak aku kecik. Aku kawan baik ngan dua orang anak dia. Their family move to my kampung masa aku standard 4 or 5. Not a rich family but they really kind hearted. Selalu singgah kat rumah dorang untuk main2 before kelas sebab their hse just behind my sekolah agama. Tapi sekarang lama tak gi rumah dorang start aku masuk ssp(~ budak sombong). When she handed me the angpau, I know I can't accept it. They need it more than I am tapi as she force me to take it so I just cant do anything. Promise I will kept the money in my personal stuff and will become my greatest antique stuff.

~Someday You May Forget about Me, My Name, My Voice, Who I am and Who Am I to You But Meeting You Even Once In My Life Time Is Already A Gift

September 17, 2004

The Ode of Life

Akhirnya aku dah balik ke Johor petang semalam. takleh delay lagi sebab mak nak buat kenduri weekend ni. Sepatutnya petang ni dapat duit MARA ngn TC tapi malas nak gi KL sebab tiket flight ngn tax clearance tak settle lagi. So maybe dalam next week baru gi amik semua sekali. cpah, pau ngn wawa dah selamat sampai kat uk. beshnya. day before balik, aku tido kat rumah eja. Aku msg eja masa aku kat fourteen tapi disebabkan jam teruk aku sampai kat sri damansara dekat sejam lebih lepas tu. Phone aku lak abis bateri. try gak on .. tapi baru nak call eja abis bateri. aku lak tak ingat rumah dia block berapa. nombor tepon dia pun aku lupa. Aku pun dok lak gi tgh2 apartment dia try tgk mana mana tingkap yang cam familiar je dia nye langsir .. tapi takde satu pun yang menarik. Last sekali dengan muka tak malu aku pinjam phone adik guard kat belakang apartment dia. nasib baik la adik tu ok. call call eja tak dapat. aku dah gabra gila. nasib baik la lepas 5 minit baru la ada tone tut tut tut tut. haaa rasa macam minum pepsi .. huhuhuhuuhuu... lega (gila la serabutnya aku rasa hidup aku~ tapi macam biasa je benda camgini jadik).
Banyak betul la perkara yang nak di catch up. ye la dekat 1 month gak tak jumpa. Last masa makan kat hartamas lepas wedding wawa. So macam2 la yang diceritakan. Mak eja pun ada sekali. pagi tu mak Eja goreng karipap putar .. beshhh .. hhehehehehehe.
masa aku on the way balik Johor tetiba lori sebelah aku tayar dia meletup. huwaaaa .. sungguh sakit jantung. Aku mulasal ingat kete aku .. takut gak peristiwa tayar aku pancit berulang kembali. tapi bila kete aku still stable .. so ok la .. bukan kete aku tu .. hehehehehhe ..
ok la esok nak gi senai nak amik tiket flight pastu nak amik inot sekali kot.

~ Have faith and you will get what you dream ~


me,cpah,peachy n eja at Hartamas square

September 14, 2004

It's so sad to say goodbye

I just came back from Tanjung Malim. Spent one nite kat Ipoh, rumah abang. i supposed to stay there until Tuesday or wednesday tapi disebabkan my adik takde tiket nak baik UPSI and she will having an ujian today, so I drove back with her and stay one night kat bilik dia. Masa tgh saying bye to my niece,I cannot help but crying. It will be another one year and half before I can see them again. masa tgh tulis ni pun mataku berair .. huwwaaaa .. sungguh banyak habuk2. They seem to be sad letting us go even diorang still tak tau yang I'm going to be far from them for two years. Masa kat Ipoh I capture lots of video of them singing bermacam-macam lagu. Hopefully this will help to cure my homesick to them. Semalam aku buat checklist thing to do before going back to Johor. Banyaknya. aku tak jumpa Sue, Eja, Mono, Oah, Ha, Ana .. emmm banyak lagi .. sempat ke? khamis ni dah nak kena balik johor. kepada sesapa yang aku tak sempat say Goodbye .. aku mintak maaf banyak2 kay.


kakak and tiha

September 11, 2004

Freescale no more free

Yesterday was my last day in Freescale. Dulu rasa memang beriya2 nak berhenti keje tapi sekarang there some part of me yang rasa sedih... huwaaaa i'm no longer employed!!!!! I'm gonna miss my friends there tapi the best thing ... I'm free. So boleh la bersukaria ~kueng kueng kueng .. Esok nak gi perak jumpa ngn kakak n tiha. I really missed them. Nanti 2 tahun tak jumpa diorang.
Cpah dah fly semalam. At the time aku tulis blog ni dia sure tgh tido kat sana. Bestnya... My flight will be on 30th, on my birthday. So I will have the longest birthday in my life ..hehehehehe. Agak lama lagi la 3 weeks to go. Tapi ok la sebab banyak benda aku tak siap lagi. Tak amik visa lagi, tak shopping lagi .. banyak nya. yang penting tu shopping tu la. Bila la Mara nak kasik duit ni.
~I feel like flying away.
~Currently listening ** Leaving on Jet Plan** from The Terminal

September 06, 2004

M-SoC di Tapah

I went for a fresher camp for Imperial start from 4th sampai 6th Sept kat Tapah. This camp is use to focus on how to survive in Imperial from the student view. A nice camp though it may not gimme the real idea of being a postgrad in IC sbb the senior who help to organized this camp are mainly the second year to-be student. Most of the question abt postgraduate answered by pre or post MAYBE. My objective of coming was to get know my malaysian classmate before the class start but seems I'm the only Malaysian in my course. Dugaan. Beside that I realy enjoy this camp. Get to know the junior ( by age), making new friends, playing card game is the best part of this camp. Also they really helpfull on giving tips on what we shud do or don't in London, best place for foods, shopping etc and more other daily practise that I curious to know. I may not good at explaining thing but the details of this camp can be obtain in the yahoo group from other IC post grad who attend this camp.

~ Age is only a number.


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