maal hijrah

it has been a normal routine for malaysian to celebrate the coming of new year with doa akhir tahun and awal tahun. this year while looking for meaning of doa, i stumble upon a website yg cakap benda tu wasn't sunnah from rasullullah or even para sahabat. I was shocked. i tot that was normal practise. told my mum n sis. all of us also shocked. pastu my sis googled more and found a ceramah from dr asri. he said, there is no such thing as doa awal tahun or doa akhir tahun. we should ask for forgiveness everyday not only at the end or at the beginning for the year. the so call hadith yg always digunakan at some book to justify this ritual wasnt in the real Hadith or even Hadith diragui. it a really man made and contains mystic element. x ingat the exact statement but something like syaitan cakap yg penat dia kacau umat Islam but because of one second baca doa terus rosak segala kerja diorang selama setahun. so up to u to believe it or not. just some sharing which i think what dr Asri say is true.

Financial independent

Realize it or not, money has become one of important thing in our my life. I work Mon-Friday, at least 9 hours per day to earn money.. I need money to buy stuff and to sustain my life... Although now all the medical now paid  by company but it does equivalent to money as well...  Even to drink warm water can cost up to 60 sen. As the time spend on earning money, I noticed less time can be spend to enjoy n explore my life.. So I need to be financial independent. People always thought of business to correlate with financial independent but I don't have any business concept.. and some more ding business required more time and dedication... So now the only thing left is having some kind of royalti. But I dont have a golden voice or even a good talent in music or art... although adik mazni cakap muka aku mcm Erra Fazira ( YESS nak cakap gak.. this will become some kind of memory when i'm old :p)...
I tried to do apps but too much to learn and i never finish my lesson :p... And now I'm stuck .. dunno what to do.. I dont want to do my work till I die...
Tetiba dapat light bulb .. may be .. just maybe If i start writing something abt what I do at work for Malaysia version it might become something usefull... I dont need some kind of jumbo mambo bombastic sentence sebab technical is all abt fact and logic.. I can sell something cheaper in Malaysia.. I can help my fellow malaysian and also I can gain money ( maybe I should put money first)...

But arr .. ( in my dream mode) nanti kat bioadata author I don't have bombastic resume to put into.. how how how?? nanti jadi case chef ridz pulak kan.. :p

** Just bear with my another Fatimah's dream .. Maybe I should re-arrange my item to do before 40..