disturb

feel so weak and betray. yet i have to keep to myself.

Anybody home???

Woowww... it seems ages since i last touch this blog. Uhuhhhu .. i still here in the same place that i was last year .. admiring people life from far... Sad isn't it... Sometimes I try to tell people what I feel ... the feeling of wasting my time  but they keep on telling me I'm doing good for my life but that wasnt the point. The feeling is still there... its not that I want to be the first one who found the unnamed star or untouch land.. Maybe it got to be about how much i spend my time to do something that meaningful to myself. However ... i do not feel it  last 2 days... How do I know that? Suddenly .... facebook is less apealing that doing "your" stuff or stalking people life wasnt the first thing u do when u open the chrome.... Please let the fire burning ... :)....