Just comeback from combodia. Initially I have nothing to expect for this trip except to see the Angkor Wat. Although i know they hv the killing field as tourist atrraction, never that i thought that will be the highlight of my trip. After lots of cambodia ppl mentions abt khmer rouge i did some google and know a bit2 of the story. visiting one of the killing cave in battambang make me even want to understand it further as i really feel confuse and can't understand how equallity bring this all violent. how ppl can be this bad and worst they do it on their own people which all the racism religionism does not apply. on my way back, councidently i found one book which no so heavy but yet give me insight pf what happens during that time. never fall down is quite a good book to understand this very pain event. even after read it i still cant get the logic right away. why equality can become this pain.. finally something struck me. they doesn't want equality. they just want a bigger cake for themselves. i guess even lots of ppl voice out abt fighting for equality but very little really means it. the rest just want to be at the other side with a bigger cake