Ice bucket challenge

I saw a photo our penang cm lim guan eng participart at ice bucket challenge.. Reading the comment make me think how ppl actually see their leader. While some is againts it as it kind of wasting water but some are praising it as he willing n humble to do it. Some said .. see we ask najib.. Sure wont do.. It funny though.. Somehow i feel this all thing is easy to do rather than being a good leader.. N it doesnt matter. But ppl magnify this thing to something big. If somehow najib willing to do it .. What does it mean? He humble n good leader Or he willing to do anything for vote? Anyhow.. Khairiee n that tourism minister already do it.. Does it mean they good leader? Sigh

2 wolf inside me?

From young ... I means very young like before my high school, i always hv 2 opposite character. I love money m greedy.. I use to  collect money from my late grandpa before he enter my hse. He went my hse almost everyday and i will collect toll money from him- 20 sen each time he what to enter, else he can't enter. I used to hv quite high saving compare to my other sibling.. I remember at one time i hv abt 10k in my acc. That pretty big amount for kids from low income class. I also wont allow ppl to borrow anything frm my hse especially my neighbour. At the same time.. I'm a giver. I easy to pity for poor people. When we are kids, im the only one that will always give my father some money n ask him to give to orpahange. At that time you dont think abt pahala but I just pity them. Nobody told me to do so. It a conflicting character that i hv. At that time.. , the most unfortunate ppl that u think is either anak yatim or kids with father too old but yet still cycled his kid to school. Anyway, thing slowly changing when i grew up.. I expose with even more materialistic thing starting with different friend in boarding school. SSP full with rich girl that make me one to hv what they hv as well. I start to spend more money on myself.. buy meaningless stuff like some us magazine which i dont think i really like it. It an exploration state for me. I remember wanting swatch so much but yet can't make myself to buy it and i ended up declare war on watch. What a funny behviour. I want more money to feed lifestyle that i want. Things continue... there always thing that i want that make me want to hv more money and money untill now. i greedyly buy a falling knife stock with the hope it will increase which of couse make me lost even more money.. That how greedy i become. 

Anyway the above just introduction.. A friend told me abt thing that happens on cambodia. How poor they are and lifestyle that they hv. He told me about his distance friend that go and help in cambodia. After he told me.. to imagine myself in that place is a scary thing. I know i will hv that heavy feeling living n seeing their suffer and u know what the biggest worry i hv? I afraid i will let go my sekangkang kera wealth for them.. See how greedy this little girl has become.. A friend told me before inside everyone there is 2 wolf - evil and good. Both always fight. Which one will win? The wolf that we feed more.. I guess that greedy.. love for money in myself are growing bigger n bigger compare to the side that easy to pity to unfortunate ppl. sigh

Am i katak?

I feel like katak bawah tempurung... Baru ku tau Penang has a good coverage of LTE... 

Can't hold it anymore

My phone drop into longkang 3 months back. As iphone 6 coming soon, i decide to buy cheap phone and use it first until iphone 6 come out rather than buying iphone 5s.. It only lasted 3 months.. I bought lenovo a516.. It always hang when i surf.. I dont feel belonging... Hahahaha n yesterday i made a crazy decision to just buy iphone 5s although iphone 6 suppose to come in sept which now might move to oct..Hahahaha. So far no regret.. It so clear n everything seems in place. I'm a person without a patience.. Huhuhuh. I guess i should handle my life the same way i handle my shopping need.. Shouldn't compromise!!!