day1 of 100happydays

attempt to do 100 happy days. my reason simply because i want to force myself living mylife while still having my job. i keep complaining to my friend that i cant do thing that i like because of work. lets see how much i can fight againts it. my first photo is a very nice red velvet.  it really really nice. the sponge cake doesnt taste eggy at all. the cheese is really yummy. i bought from cheesecake factory. but arrr this cake also bring me another opposite of happy feeling - not happy. it so big. the first byte was heaven but as i scooped more and more..another feeling appear. how nice if i can share this with other people. :(

between 2 life

now i'm at mabul island. a very beautiful island. the sky is blue and the sea is crystal clear with lots of fish and coral. i can see fish n coral from my chalet balcony. its one of the nicest place that i have been in my entire life so far. the snorkle is so heaven. i got to see lots of fish, turtle, starfish n less rubbish. but like what my good friend say, i always has a "but". there are also another side of mabul that pretty sad. yesterday while waiting for the room to be ready, we did some kampung tour walking at the beach. in between this luxury resort, there a stretch of setinggan if i may call. a lots of kids with yellowish hair either playing cards, kicking ball etc. when we stop to buy sourvenior, the kids keep begging to get something form us either money or food. i asked what they want the money for. they say to buy keropok. in the evening there will be couple of small sampan with the kids singing his heart out of loud and asking us money or food. oo did i mention that they are naked? the scenery is pretty amusing but at the same time is sad. while  i'm paying pretty big sump for our 3d2n stay but the local doesnt seems to benefit much from it. in another scene, my mum while waiting for me, met a boat of sea gypsy selling crab but she can't buy because didnt bring money. then the guy asked if my mum had any kuih to give. my mum

give a pack of chipsmore. bila dpt the father took a few pieces by himself and lick the crumbs that fall on his hand. it pretty sad. i dunno what i want to do with it but i guess government maybe can encourage homestay that benefit more to local. but homesay in mabul had they own problem to tackle- cleanlines. sigh.  penat nk pikir. 

Not your normal ghost story.

It was 3.30 am and I was sleeping alone in my house.... Out of sudden i hear a noise and sound come from my irobot vacumn which on by itself... What the hell? I started to feel scared d... Oh myyy who ON my robot. I remembered i set the schedule on Saturday & Sunday at 4pm. Initially I tot maybe somehow those day that I didn't set will have some default schedule. I went out to my living room. Off my robot. Checked all the room & windows and it's empty and proper lock. I bring the robot inside the room and check the schedule. Only Sun& Sat is set. The rest is --. I start to feel scared. I put the robot to the charger and go back to my room and locked my door.  My mind already think a lots of thing...I read al falaq many times but can't stop thinking who on it... One of it is jin(i tell u why at the bottom)... and the most funny is cockroach because i kill cockroach a few days before so i tot the revenge of cockroach.. I take my phone and google'd anything abt the irobot on by itself.. Hope to find that its a normal thing that irobot to on by itself. Found one funny article abt the irobot on itself n commit suicide but i think is fraud. Finally i found one article that suggest the memory might have glitch. Being engineer, it calm me a bit. I decided to wait until tmrw and take out the battery see if it still on. A friend call me around 7am and i told him. He told me irobot can set schedule and ask to see online how to check it. I said I already set the schedule and it only set Sat & Sun... then he ask.. did u set the clock? I like ... emm emmm i didn't.. I hang up and check the robot.. At that time the robot shows as sat 8pm.. hhahahaha so the 3.30am was my schedule for sat 4pm.. What a relief... The next day i stay awake to see if there is any sound again .. but thanks god, my problem resolve...

Some background how I can come out with that idea of jin....

Recently i just got to know from my friend that marble sound and also sound of furniture moving is sign that your house got jin. I always hear furniture sound. I google'd a bit to know more. If i type bunyi guli, it really come out all the jin stuff. If I type marble sound at night, i managed to find a more reasonable explanation which something abt the pipe, ball bearing la etc.. I asked around.. all races and religion who stay in apartment and it seems all ppl i asked also hear it. I asked if they knew anything abt it but nobody know what is it. As normally chinese has more pantang larang and for them doesn't know why got marble sound, I guess it must be the new thing so i made conclusion that the marble sound & furniture moving is something abt the structure of building. And some more my kampung house dont have because we stay in single storey. I'm thinking cannot be jin like to stay in condo instead of landed. If really it was the jin sound, you can here in even in single storey property. Anyway, when the robot incident happens, I tot the jin want to show me.. you wrong .. the marble sound really my sound.. 

Intention: does it matter

A friend just come back from

kenya. Right after she come back we have a very long chat on her experience there. She was telling me abt the guy who created community center in kenya that they attached to. Both of us impressed with him. How he start, what he want to achieve and the thing he had achieve. We felt how humble he is bcos he intention just merely to solve his community problem while all the while for me is how to make myself feel

usefull. Even if both us doing the same thing for community,  for him is selfless intention while for me it center abt me ( anyway i'm not doing anything ... just thinking n talking of doing it but no action:( ). He was my idola at that time. 

Today while having tea break with her, we talked n somehow touch abt the same Kenya topic again. She still keep in touch with some friend in Kenya. She felt, the more she know them, the more she feel something wrong with the guy that setup the community center n all centered on money. It was the same thing back then we tried to help a orphanage in Penang which the project we abandon after feel uneasy with the management. 

All this thing sometimes make me scepticle with those who do a good thing. is there anyone out there really do it out of selflessness. or it human nature try to gain some benefit on good thing that they do? Should i even care their agenda? or is it as long it help community it doesnt matter what the real agenda is? Am i at the edge of hopeless.... concetrating on things that shouldn't matter. sigh.  

ronda bos

my company are going to have re org and i will be under new bos.... n guess what. since i know the changes, i didnt hear any good thing about him. one famous thing is he like to ronda. On monday, we saw him pass ny cube at 3pm. i never see him in my area before. Then when colleague want to go back he said to me "i want to go back. you cannot. your boss will ronda at 5.30pm". i like alaaa x kan la kan. not even official lagi he become my bos.  suddenly at 5.30pm, i saw him again pass by.   damnnnn. why i must be this unlucky to get a freaky bos. 

life

Went to office n work for like 2 hours, then headed for team's buffet lunch. continue with bowling. had a nice laugh with all the incident. went back home with no jam. did a 2.5km jog. n now i'm lazying under the breeze of wind thinking of nothing. what a nice n stress free day. hahahah. it will be better if it end with nice dinner. but i guess i'm asking to much isn't it?

Stalker!

I just realise that I have stalker!!! It not human but technology. When proudduck announce RM30 discount, I decide to use it on mini skirt. Planned to wear for oversea trip with my compression pant as wearing pants over pants seems a bit weirdo .. So that one day, i have been looking for mini skirt in fashionvalet and zalora. And  recently while browsing, i noticed i got lots of zalora advertisement and is all about mini skirt!!! They are watching me!! It scary isn't it?