Bercanda di pasiran pantai .. huhuhuuh

Baru je abis berconference ngn bdak2 busuk tu pasal plan utk next week. Initial plan nak gi Alton tower telah dirombak menjadi activiti shopping dan berbikini.. hehheheheheh... mcm sungguh lain dari tujuan asal. Anyway carboot still dalam top list sampai ada la manusia yang tak sedar diri nak gi sampai 2 carboot .. geleng kepala makcik. Looking forward to Bournemouth.. Lamanye tak bersantai kat pantai .. i miss my family :(

why?? i still dun know

How did you feel kalau ada org suruh bukak baju di khalayak ramai?? Its happened to me though bukan la kene bukak baju .. but I was asked to bukak my tudung mase security checking kat Paris De Nord. Naiza was in front of me tapi mase dia kene check tak perasan la plak sebab mase tu tgh sibuk letak bag kat conveyor. Then before I step thru the security pintu tu ... this one lady ni ask me to take off my camera and my tudung while pointed to it. At first .. I'm a bit blur .. i ask her a few time and dia mengiya kan je... so i thought new regulation ke .. maybe diorng dah bertambah strict after London Blast. pastu teringat lak pasal france takleh pakai tudung gi sekolah.. SO dgn kebluran tahap maksima and agak malu gak, i took off my tudung tinggalkan serkop je. dah lalu pintu .. tade la apa2 bunyi .. but that lady called me back ask me to even take off my serkop... rasa terkesima kejap tapi malas nak pikir .. tanggalkan je la ... dlm mase tu rase malu though im not alim sangat tapi malu la .. macam kene bukak baju depan org .. then org suruh bukak 'anak2'... uhh .. and bertambah malu n sakit hati .. rupanya it's only me yang kena .. budak2 lain tak kena pun. so it means bukan la new regulation ke apa2 ke .. what did i do yang pompuan tu sanggup wat gitu??? bile dlm train tu .. pikir2 makin la bertambah malu n geram. Sampai la ni I still cannot think why she ask me to take off the tudung. We made few assumption which among other ..
1. maybe the way i wore tudung macam fesyen macam omputih ikat2 kepala .. tapi agak tak logik gak la rasenya budak lain pun pakai cam sama je.
2. my tudung agak berbonggol kat belakang .. so dia suspect i brought bomb kat dalam tudung .. uhhhh!! the most reasonable assumption kot...
3. i look like british muslim ... ( rase pelik .. but at least ada 2 org pernah tanya if im a bangladesh ... am I ??? )
4. She just did a random checking ... but come on la ..kalau btul2 security takkan nak random je.
5. but i like to think that she jeles with me .. coz im cuter than her ... hahahahahhaha....

what ever it is .. i don't think she had the right to ask me took off my tudung.. terasa agak racist. If she really want to perform her duty checking my tudung yang maybe boleh sembunyikan bomb .. at least she should do it in private.. bukan nye kat public. .. and rase sungguh menyesal for not stand up for what she's done to me...terasa agak hina gak la:(. uhhh .. the most unforgettable experience yang jadik penutup my Europe tour for this year...

sampai bila kah?

Quote from yahoo news. From a mother of those yang missing during the blast.

"I need to know, I want to protect him," said Marie Fatayi-Williams, who arrived from Nigeria to find out what happened to her immigrant son Anthony, 26. "How many tears shall we cry? How many mothers' hearts must be maimed? My heart is maimed at this moment."

~ A silent moment ......

Hari ni I bring sumai and the geng to petticoat lane market kt Liverpool St. On the way bile kitorang pass trafalgar square tetiba ... Booommm .. a very loud bang come from nowhere .. terus jantung aku tersentap .. is that another bombing?? Alhamdulilah its only an event sempena hari memperingati World war 2. Ahh ..traumanya jalan2 kat london sekarang ni .. trauma pasal takut benda tu happen for the second time and trauma takut reaction org2 local. Tapi seriously aku salute org2 local. I don't feel any different on their treat before and after the incident. Even on the Thursday mase kejadian tu I was advised by my coursemate yang local suruh balik cepat2 from college. He really concern with my safety as I'm wearing scarf.. based on what happen after 11 Sept banyak org pakai scarf kene attack. Alhamdulillah everything smooth je kat sini. On the Friday tu semua dah jalan macam biasa. Bak kata Blair.. daya pulih diorng very high. And seriusly kalau sape2 datang london this weekend you won't see any different. Oxford St masih ramai macam biasa...flea market pun banyak je stall even the blast took place dekat area2 tu je. Rasanya kalau benda ni happen kat Malaysia, lama gak org akan berkabung ... maybe it's their culture yang kita patut contoh.

Anyway .. I chat with one of my friend lepas kejadian bombing kat london. There were some point I really2 dun agree with him. Adakah patut dia cakap

"Best gak ada bom ni . Baru tril sikit. kira pengalaman idup tu....em.. yea le.
janji kau selamat tp kalu ada dlm tube best gak. pengalaman siot.. mana ada jual
kat kedai"

Ye memang benda ni pengalaman hidup but just imagine the victim .. the family betapa diorng risau. Though im not terlibat directly pun tapi bile nak naik tube sekarang pikir banyak kali. so bayangkan org yang terlibat betul2. Maybe for some people, its a story .. but for me I prefer to just read the story rather being in it.....

I miss malaysia...

two post in a day .. huhhuhu a good improvement. Anyway this morning Suri mentioned abt explosion kat Oxford circus.. On the way to college macam2 siren kete bunyi and even kat park ada kerete dok ronda2. And when i reach college all the entrance ada security check .. wallah hai ..is it another disaster?? Takutnya... Doakan kami selamat yek.

Dear Colleagues,

Staff will already be aware that there have been a series of terrorist attacks on the London Transport system this morning.

Metropolitan Police Commissioner, Sir Ian Blair, has been on TV to give this message:

(1) Stay where you are
(2) Do not contact the emergency services unless it is a life threatening
situation
(3) The Police will broadcast more information as soon as the situation has been
clarified

It is advised that all staff follow this advice, at this time, unless there is an urgent need to do otherwise.

The College has already taken appropriate security measures in respect of its own
buildings.

The Government has announced a national helpline number (0871) 222 2958.

Further updates will be issued throughout the day on Spectrum as the situation evolves

Stop complaining!!

Sharing with all a story forwarded by a friend.. very enlightment .. so now stop complaining!!!!

After a conversation with one of my friends, he told me despite taking 2 jobs, he brings back barely above 1K per month,he is happy as he is. I wonder how he can be as happy as he is considering he has to skimp his life with the low pay to support a pair of old parents, in-laws, a wife, 2 daughters and the many bills of a household.He explained that it was through one incident that he saw in India... that happened a few years ago when he was really feeling low and touring India after a major setback.He said that right in front of his very eyes he saw an Indian mother chop off her child's right hand with a chopper. The helplessness in the mother's eyes, the scream of pain from theinnocent 4-year-old child haunted him until today.You may ask why did the mother do so; had the child been naughty,had the child's hand been infected?? No, it was donefor two simple words- - -TO BEG! The desperate mother deliberately caused the child to behandicapped so that the child could go out to the streets to beg.Taken aback by the scene, he dropped a piece of bread he waseating half-way. And almost instantly, a flock 5 or 6 children swamped towards this small p! iece of bread which wascovered with sand, robbing bits from one another. The natural reaction of hunger.Stricken by the happenings, he instructed his guide to drive himto the nearest bakery. He arrived at two bakeries and bought every single loaf of bread he found in the bakeries. Theowner was dumbfounded but willingly sold everything. He spent less than $100 to obtain about 400 loaves of bread (this isless than $0.25 per loaf) and spent another $100 to get daily necessities.Off he went in the truck full of bread into the streets. As he distributed the bread and necessities to the children (mostly handicapped) and a few adults, he received cheers and bows from theseunfortunate. For the first time in his life he wondered how people can give up their dignity for a loaf of breadwhich cost less than $0.25.He began to tell himself how fortunate he is. How fortunate he isto be able to have a complete body, have a job, have a family, have the chance to complain what food is nice and what isn't nice, have the chance to be clothed, have the many things that these people in front of him are deprived of...Now I begin to think and feel it, too! Was my life really that bad? Perhaps... no, I should not feel bad at all... What about you? Maybe the next time you think you are, think about the child who lost one hand to beg on the streets."Contentment is not the fulfillment of what you want, it is the realization of how much you already have.

"When the door of happiness closes, another opens, but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened for us."

It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past,you can't go on well in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.