July 19, 2005

why?? i still dun know

How did you feel kalau ada org suruh bukak baju di khalayak ramai?? Its happened to me though bukan la kene bukak baju .. but I was asked to bukak my tudung mase security checking kat Paris De Nord. Naiza was in front of me tapi mase dia kene check tak perasan la plak sebab mase tu tgh sibuk letak bag kat conveyor. Then before I step thru the security pintu tu ... this one lady ni ask me to take off my camera and my tudung while pointed to it. At first .. I'm a bit blur .. i ask her a few time and dia mengiya kan je... so i thought new regulation ke .. maybe diorng dah bertambah strict after London Blast. pastu teringat lak pasal france takleh pakai tudung gi sekolah.. SO dgn kebluran tahap maksima and agak malu gak, i took off my tudung tinggalkan serkop je. dah lalu pintu .. tade la apa2 bunyi .. but that lady called me back ask me to even take off my serkop... rasa terkesima kejap tapi malas nak pikir .. tanggalkan je la ... dlm mase tu rase malu though im not alim sangat tapi malu la .. macam kene bukak baju depan org .. then org suruh bukak 'anak2'... uhh .. and bertambah malu n sakit hati .. rupanya it's only me yang kena .. budak2 lain tak kena pun. so it means bukan la new regulation ke apa2 ke .. what did i do yang pompuan tu sanggup wat gitu??? bile dlm train tu .. pikir2 makin la bertambah malu n geram. Sampai la ni I still cannot think why she ask me to take off the tudung. We made few assumption which among other ..
1. maybe the way i wore tudung macam fesyen macam omputih ikat2 kepala .. tapi agak tak logik gak la rasenya budak lain pun pakai cam sama je.
2. my tudung agak berbonggol kat belakang .. so dia suspect i brought bomb kat dalam tudung .. uhhhh!! the most reasonable assumption kot...
3. i look like british muslim ... ( rase pelik .. but at least ada 2 org pernah tanya if im a bangladesh ... am I ??? )
4. She just did a random checking ... but come on la ..kalau btul2 security takkan nak random je.
5. but i like to think that she jeles with me .. coz im cuter than her ... hahahahahhaha....

what ever it is .. i don't think she had the right to ask me took off my tudung.. terasa agak racist. If she really want to perform her duty checking my tudung yang maybe boleh sembunyikan bomb .. at least she should do it in private.. bukan nye kat public. .. and rase sungguh menyesal for not stand up for what she's done to me...terasa agak hina gak la:(. uhhh .. the most unforgettable experience yang jadik penutup my Europe tour for this year...

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