She who stranded in the airport

Yeah .. balik kg. I buy the ticket quite long time ago with just RM18 :). Murah kan... lebih murah dari bus. But my sister ada class until 5pm so terpaksa la membuang masa kat airport. Luckyly they dont have much shop in JB airport else terpaksa la membuang duit jugak. Tapi xpe, I have a few serious Korean drama utk dihabiskan .. else boleh gak mensurvey what thing to buy in US. Btw not I'm going to US but someone I know are going .. and the weird thing I plak yg lebih excited kan.

Sebenarnya tujuan utama aku memblog, selain dari tgh tunggu vlc download adalah utk mengumpat.. hehehhe .. in front of me ada family. 3 of them. parents and a son ( high school boy). Mak dia cakap non-stop sehhh.. dari aku duduk kat coffee bean ni sampai chicken pie dah nak abis .. mak dia bercakap je. Aku tgk ayah n anak dia senyap je .. mcm xde response je. at a point mcm rasa diorang dah boring plak.. boleh x? Curious aku nak tau apa yg diceritakan.. perlukah aku dok tepi dorang? I wonder .. adakah aku cam makcik tu bile dah tua? but I notice I talk a lot too...

Last 2 days keluar makan ngn member aku. So we are talking abt lots of thing and salah satunya pasal life was unfair. But somehow I dont think life was unfair. We just refuse to see at both side. Some ppl just see what they didnt have and what other ppl have while some just see what they have and what other ppl dont. Of course this cause the inbalance. Sometimes when we see a poor family and they have retarded son, kita akan pity to them.. rasa life wasnt unfair to them. But not many ppl know that the retarded son might give them some happiness that hard to explain by normal mind. Kat tempat kitorang mengajar, there is a dylexia kid. He was very slow but yet he the one yg left the most laugh among us. The one yg diperkatakan banyak and they one that motivate us to go again. Apa yg aku nak cakap, anything that happen in our life although theoritically we get less than other people, but there is always a hidden gift behind that. A lots of ppl yg masa kecik having difficulty in life either poor or broken family or less love etc, end up menjadi a better person bila dah besar. They learn to be more compassion , appreaciate thing, sensitive to others and high tolerate to others. Although there are some goes to stray path tapi mika2 tu adalah ppl who blame life was unfair. Who refuse to see what they actually have. Who just live in the past. We can't have a future without a past but yet we can't have a future either if we stay in the past.
Life works in its mystery sebab I felt human itself is a mystery creature. When same things happens to 2 different ppl, you can't exactly know what the end result for both of them as both will react differently.

2010 updates ...

i just like how 2010 start.... I been to swimming classs... yeahh . Although x pandai berenang lagi but i like the feeling. At least now I can jump in the pool without fear of having my head dlm air. Suka suka suka... With a few friends .. I start a jogging habit which sekarang just buat seminggu sekali sebab project peak & the swimming thing... So whats motivate me?? heheheh maybe hving a few friends yg into swimming and also into jogging. Furthermore ini adalah preparation utk gi ke redang... yeahhh .. redang here I come..

In the office plak, my old bos is leaving to US.. so maybe its a good time for me to make a move to different dept or even different company.. and my 5 years plan down to the road ( of course not politic or career).... Saya nak jadik VOGUE... hahahah boleh x? Anyway to achieve my vogue plan, I went to buy a few eye make up which actually just eyeliner & mascara.. tapi.. uhuhu sungguh sedih. The day I wearing it in the office, my colleague ask me if I'm sick because of my eyes... uhuhu boleh ke jadi vogue ni. Maybe I just not meant to .. hahahhahah.

Anyway .. i also found something that I want to do for my future.. I dont want to stuck in industry .. and i dont want to be lecturer either.. so i decided.... (drum rollls... ) i want to open my own pre-school. A pre-school that I have the freedom to paint the kids like my own kids... La ni i dah start teaching a few kids to read in our GBS project but it takes lots of effort to actually come out with the best way to approach kids. especially budak2 yg baru buat "A" satu baris dah xde mood.. I still thinking HOWTO make them interested .. and HOWTO not make me angry... hahahha.. I'm waving goodbye to 2009 which such a down year to me.. so many down thing happens at work, life, family and even love. I hope 2010 will brings a lots of up, spicy, juicy and looking forward for it... :).

**credit to a friend yg selalu motivate me utk try benda baru and experience the life.