She who stranded in the airport

Yeah .. balik kg. I buy the ticket quite long time ago with just RM18 :). Murah kan... lebih murah dari bus. But my sister ada class until 5pm so terpaksa la membuang masa kat airport. Luckyly they dont have much shop in JB airport else terpaksa la membuang duit jugak. Tapi xpe, I have a few serious Korean drama utk dihabiskan .. else boleh gak mensurvey what thing to buy in US. Btw not I'm going to US but someone I know are going .. and the weird thing I plak yg lebih excited kan.

Sebenarnya tujuan utama aku memblog, selain dari tgh tunggu vlc download adalah utk mengumpat.. hehehhe .. in front of me ada family. 3 of them. parents and a son ( high school boy). Mak dia cakap non-stop sehhh.. dari aku duduk kat coffee bean ni sampai chicken pie dah nak abis .. mak dia bercakap je. Aku tgk ayah n anak dia senyap je .. mcm xde response je. at a point mcm rasa diorang dah boring plak.. boleh x? Curious aku nak tau apa yg diceritakan.. perlukah aku dok tepi dorang? I wonder .. adakah aku cam makcik tu bile dah tua? but I notice I talk a lot too...

Last 2 days keluar makan ngn member aku. So we are talking abt lots of thing and salah satunya pasal life was unfair. But somehow I dont think life was unfair. We just refuse to see at both side. Some ppl just see what they didnt have and what other ppl have while some just see what they have and what other ppl dont. Of course this cause the inbalance. Sometimes when we see a poor family and they have retarded son, kita akan pity to them.. rasa life wasnt unfair to them. But not many ppl know that the retarded son might give them some happiness that hard to explain by normal mind. Kat tempat kitorang mengajar, there is a dylexia kid. He was very slow but yet he the one yg left the most laugh among us. The one yg diperkatakan banyak and they one that motivate us to go again. Apa yg aku nak cakap, anything that happen in our life although theoritically we get less than other people, but there is always a hidden gift behind that. A lots of ppl yg masa kecik having difficulty in life either poor or broken family or less love etc, end up menjadi a better person bila dah besar. They learn to be more compassion , appreaciate thing, sensitive to others and high tolerate to others. Although there are some goes to stray path tapi mika2 tu adalah ppl who blame life was unfair. Who refuse to see what they actually have. Who just live in the past. We can't have a future without a past but yet we can't have a future either if we stay in the past.
Life works in its mystery sebab I felt human itself is a mystery creature. When same things happens to 2 different ppl, you can't exactly know what the end result for both of them as both will react differently.