March 28, 2006

Day with a hope

Im so tired but yet better write something before go off to my Teluk memerang. Another good day pass with no regret. i pleased to describe today as perjuangan day. Hehehhehe .. after a half day of playing paintball i went to watch V for Vendata movie. Really really a great movie. I like the story, the scripts and oso the cast. It quite sometimes i haven't watch a good movie which I can feel inspired after watch it .. but don't make me wrong la im not going to offend our dear government bcos of this movie. It just that the movie really enlighted me for certain part. Sincerely I do think there is lots of true in this movie and i believe it happen or may happen in real life. It only we notice or not je. And one thing that i wish when i watch the movie .... i'll not live long enough until owning something precious to you is a crime. I will suggest anyone to watch it.. emm macma better get the DVD version so u can rewind back to get what V really say. The words are very nice but to poetic for ppl like me la.

~A hope is much more important than the symbol itself.

March 25, 2006

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Life can be very confusing. When ppl ask ur opinion abt something .. u can advise them like u the guru of everything but when it come to ur time, everything seem to be hard to think. The more you think they more you confuse but if you don't think afraid that you will regret even more. Thinking of solution and try to implement the solution is two different thing which is very hard to do. For me the "why" is easy to answer but the "how" is the most difficult thing to think and to do. I will like to take life as simple as ABC but will life be that simple??? Or im a complicated prsn trapped in complicated personality?? Sometimes i dunno what happen but terasa cam ada background context running in my life.

March 22, 2006

why ka??

Sometimes aku terpikir ..
~ have I did everything that I want to do..
~ if i were to die today .. is there thing yang i regret not to do.
~Is this all i can do with my life .. sometimes terasa amat la selfish. I notice my life is just for myself, my family and my closest friends .. i believe there is something i can give to others but why it always come with excuses????
~ did i live my life to the fullest???
~ do i really believe in life after death .. if yes .. why i so stubborn not following what im suppose to do
~ i can read a bunch of novel ... i'd finished a few of my school revision book .. i know how to read .. but why i can't finish the qoran translation

banyak lagi sebenarnya .. but im off to teluk memerang ..

March 20, 2006

Harry quiz


Im taking harry porter quiz. this based on Myers-Briggs personality quiz .. sebenarnya i tak kenal pun myers ni tapi takpe la buat macam kawan sekolah je la.

Quote from the web " The first index relates to how you interact with other people and can be Extroverted (E), meaning you're more outgoing or Introverted (I), meaning you keep more to yourself. The second relates to how you make decisions; whether you're Intuitive (N), getting answers from within, or you rely on Sensing (S) information from your surroundings, using your five senses. The third relates to whether you're more emotional and Feeling (F) or rational and Thinking (T). The fourth relates to whether you prefer things to be organized, meaning you're Judging (J), or you prefer things to be more unbound, meaning you're Perceiving (P)."

Anyone interested nak buat quiz ni .. meh la bersama2 membuang masa kat
http://piratemonkeysinc.com/quiz.htm

March 15, 2006

TMnut

Ahhhhhh .. i got my streamyx .. but asyik disconnect je. jahat sungguh tm ni. now im watching Mya Zara. At first i find it quite addicted .. tapi ending dia macam spoiled je.. tatau aa .. I like all cerita yang series .. it keep me waiting for something. Sometimes .. the feel of waiting is nice. Im going to Pasir Mas tomorrow . I've been waiting this for a month .. and finally the day has come. An advance congrats to Eja.

January 02, 2006

Salon

Do you love somebody because you need him or you need him because you love him? emm two situations construct with the same word but have two different meaning. i think those who believe in true love will agreed with the later one but as ppl always said, not everyday have a rainbow... so i guess most of the time ... the first situation will always win la. How sad to love somebody because you need him .. coz as time flies .. our need maybe change or he may not be able to fulfill our need .. so will the love fade??? i also tatau .. life is so unique to predict anything ... btw before anyone make any wild assumption.. actually i got this from cerita Salon. none is related to my life ye... okay now something related to my life .. I manage to stay 2 days without a hsemate ..emm actually i lied .. i went to my ex hsemate hse and melepak kat situ yesterday and oso today. I just realized im not a girl who can stay alone .. i can't bear the feeling of emptiness.. :(. I need my friends around me.. I really feel gratefull that i always have friends around me. Thanks .. thanks and many thanks for all my friends who sudi become my friends :)

January 01, 2006

beauty killed the beast

today ... someone older by a day ... hhahhahahahaaha .. happy birthday cpah .. oppsss .. happy belated besday. purposely aku buat post lambat sehari so now u're 25 yrs and1 day!!!.. hahahhahaha .. (cpah : dah berjaya ke step anda yg pertama??kalau berjaya .. saya nak try gak :p)
smlm i watch king kong .. a nice movie. I can't remember the older version of King kong but huhuhhuh kesian nye kat king kong yg version baru.. he/she ( tatau la mane satu) .. fall in love with a wrong person la... actually i like the moral value from sitcom played in the movie ...tak engat la the actually dialogue but .. the dipendek secara pendeknya ... "although u think it is obvious .. speak it out". I think most of ppl including me always assume what we do is so obvious that other ppl notice without we have to speak it out. that's where all the break down happen in communication. everything in this world hv 360 degree view.. u may see it this way .. other may see it that way .. if there is no one common commucation which is known by everyone.. we may look at thing is 2 different view .. and speak totally alien language.
btw .. today .. emm actually last nite is my first time alone in Penang. My hsemate move to other new hse. I'll be moving to other hse sebab their current hse owner tak moh 3 org. dunno la but they really like that hse. and the owner cakap if my hsemate going to mv 3 prsn, then we must add 200 in the rental which means the i hv to pay 200 for a very small room. smaller than my current room and from the way my shemate told me.. the owner really dun want 3 prsn. so nak buat cam mane .. terpakse la pindah rumah lain which bila pikir2 okay je. Insya allah i'll be staying with my high school friend, nani kat area on the way to george town tapi the hse tu tak boleh masuk dulu .. kena install grill and put on lights dulu. so i'll be staying alone for one mth in my old hse.. emm actually my owner kasik 2 minggu je .. but i hv to called him kot nak mintak extend. but insya allah my mum will come next week kot.. kesian to her but apa nak buat my father takut if anything happen at night and nobody there.