Living your dream

Hari ni aku dapat a good news.. Not for me.. but my good friend's mum decided utk enroll Master for Child Study ( errr.. lebih kurang la yekk).. I'm really2 happy, excited .. err .. maybe more on kagum with the mum. Mak dia dah 50++ yg dah nak ke 60 rasanya but still... she has the passionate to reach up for her dream. Saya pun nak jugak.. tapi apakah dream saya? Kena amik masa bertapa ni... Anyway buat masa ni.. i have my dream hse & I dream of having a freedom to do my exciting engineering but free from office politic. (eerr .. adakah itu dream??).. Saya jugak dream utk travel around the world.. YESSS.. I SHOULD Do that....

Btw Mak dia memang ajar tadika for quite long.. but she doesn't have degree. If were her .. sure i takut.. some more umor dah lanjut but.. SHE do it.. uhuhhh saya sangat salute.. cannot imagine how she struggle to reach this decision.

AB ...

I saw in one of the blog pasal blood time .. and check my own.. Somehow this sentence best describe myself...

"You are passionate in your beliefs, but you also want to be liked by others and this can create conflicts."

'TYPE AB'
Type AB often receives mixed messages about emotional health. While you tend to be drawn to other people and are friendly and trusting, there is a side of you that feels alienated from the larger community. At your best, you are intuitive and spiritual, with an ability to look beyond the rigid confines of society. You are passionate in your beliefs, but you also want to be liked by others and this can create conflicts. In an independent study, Type ABs described themselves as emotional, passionate, friendly, trusting and empathetic. Type ABs are considered some of the most interesting of the blood types, both John F. Kennedy and Marilyn Monroe were Type ABs and although both are long gone, they hold a place in our national psyche to this day. Not surprisingly, ABs can be quite dualistic, possessing both A and B traits. You may be shy and outgoing, and hesitant and confident. You often stand out from others, don’t like labels, and are nice and easy going. You are logical and determined to do things correctly. Usually trustworthy, you like to help others. You often speak in a serious manner. Your patience, concentration, and intelligence are admirable. AB can find a soul mate with any other blood type. Common career choices: bartender, lawyer, teacher, sales representative, and social worker.
Blood Type AB - Tend to be very charming and popular. They don't sweat the small stuff and can be seen as spiritual and even at times a bit "flaky". Only about 2 - 5% of the population are blood type AB. There is never a dull moment in a AB's life, so if you find one for a friend, consider yourself lucky! Youll enjoy some exciting times together! Sometimes it is difficult to be an AB. AB's don't like to fit in anyone else's "boxes". If they feel too confined, they'll break out of that box and do things their own way.

And sedihhh.. kalau i keje kat japan.. ppl wont hire me..

"AB is considered the worst blood type. In predictability-loving Japan, they're loose cannons. They also like to set their own conditions and reserve the right to drop out when things don't meet their expectations. They're known to be sensitive and considerate—at times—but it just isn't enough to balance out the flaws in this blood type. For a while, some companies tried dividing their employees into work groups based on blood type, and no one wanted to work with the AB group."

Changing job not yet line

To add to my 2010 stuff that I do... finally I decided to change company after 5 years at the same group. My last day will be end of June. I'm not sure if it a good move or not. The last few weeks I'm in my confused zone as there is so many ppl talk to me with different view. I gave them my reason and I think I gave everyone of them might different2 reason depends on my mood & my thought that time. All of the reason I gave them is true but one might weight more than the others. Depends on my mood of the day, the weight will be different...heehehe. Most of the time, all of them regards me as someone who know what she want , have some BIG plan ahead but the truth is .. I just simply want to change. I'm not sure if I'll like what I'll be doing next but it didnt sound bad. I dont want to move to next project in my group as just by thinking of working in that project make me MALAS & irritated. I dont want to trap in this mode. The only option is for me to move. My current project is good & I kind of kesian to them also that I leave it before it really end. But I know, it just a matter of time before I'll be suck into next project.

Anyway .. among all those ppl who talk to me.. there is one manager that I respect most although it the first time I talk to him & he nearly make me change my decision. I think Malaysia need more people like him. Maybe next time i shared what he has talk to me... sebab mau tido..

Insha Allah

saw abt Maher Zain kat taha's facebook status & somehow I landed in this song. A very deep meaning song. Sometimes aku rasa it is easy when you feel you in darkness or lost or at the down side sebab you will try to find the lights. It is a curse for people who feel nothing or comfortable in their life. Will never occured to them to find the lights.. They will just lost in their own world. I think i'm in the second group. I start to feel comfortable with my life.. it has been routine. I stop doing my reading & searching as i too overwhelm with the world comfortness. It scary..