Membaca....

Last saturday i was reviewed a few kids punya penulisan. Rasa nak sakit jantung dgn ayat diorang.. " P.Ramlee adalah seorang penyeronok". "Mak saya merupakan pemberi kasih sayang". "Dia merupakan pembagi gol bagi pasukan sepanyol". "Tokoh sukan saya adalah P.ramlee".. etc... My first impression .. wahh budak2 ni macam x pernah baca buku cerita..agak mengelupur jugak la. Terus rasa nak beli banyak2 buku cerita & ask them to make summary. I talked to few of my friend abt this... One of them give me a very good advise and even to myself. Dia cakap.. the important thing right now is not their grammer but what they write abt & to nurture their passion. Do praise them on what they have wrote to give them motivations. Listen to what they wrote instead of critic je. Give them the inspiration to be success and eventually they will have their drive.

The different between them and the younger me is, i want success and i look for it while for them, they dont care (hahahah macam tipu jugak.. when i was kids my motivation is not success but i just want to get the prize... heheheh) ... Anyway to make an A student out of kids yg memang nak dapat A is easy but this kids is dont care. Tapi betul jugak. I talked to one of them yg dapat gagal dalam periksa. His ambition nak jadik pilot.. so i cakap le.. kalau gagal je.. xkan jadik pilot.. jadik pemandu bus je nanti. And he replied back " Takpe la jadi pemandu bus.. atleast dapat duit".  The ambition is not pure.. just for the sake of having ambition but not yet able to drive him.

Anyway one of my friend suggestion is to read to them cerita pasal tokoh2 & biogragrafi. It will give them inspiration and let them see that all the tokoh is normal ppl & due to hard work & passion they can be success. I do agree with this and looking back, myself jugak kureng membaca buku pasal tokoh2 ni. Tu  pasal la kureng inspiration in life. Although I can consider myself is quite success but still most of the time I have the feeling of uneasy that I'm wasting my time. I think the main reason sebab aku x de benda yg aku really has passion on. I just follow with the flow which at the end x beri satisfaction in life.. So I guess this suggestion is good for me to find my own life too . ( YES thing to do againnnn)..

Another suggestion to give them read a really good book. The good books will always give the impact to them instead of the chikc flick. My friend give some suggestion of malay literature yg aku sendiri pun x pernah baca.. pannggg malukan dengan diri sendiri. I tried to read salam rushdie punya cerita to have a feeling reading a good literature but just few pages sebab pening ngn englishnya but yet in my own language I didnt treasure what we actually have. So last few days saya dgn tamaknya telah membeli beberapa buku on this. First gi popular but i just notice that nowadays susah nak jumpa buku cam ni kat store... yg banyak nye " Cinta... " .. "Sepi ...".. "Rindu ...". and it hard to find a GOOD MALAY books for kids.. ( bulb light : boleh buat buku cete budak).. ERRRGGGHH.. Anyway i found a website yg ada banyak buku  http://www.ujanailmu.com.my/.

Sindrom bosan dgn hidup sendiri

Perasan bosan ni datang balik... emm actually bukan bosan but uneasy feeling sebab rasa aku wasting my life. Dok blog hop, and nampak sorang ni bersamba la.. yg sorang ni dok asyik travel sini-sana la.... n me? Still doing my routine work. Bangun pagi, gi keja.. balik keja, dinner kat depan tv.. malam tido. Uhhh boringggsss.... xkan le lagi 10 tahun pun nak wat benda yg sama? Arggghhhh

peoms, prayer & promise

Been listening to this song but never really care abt the lyrics. Tadi lepas jogging melepak sambil melayan perasan kat tasik tiba2 my ipod pop up lagu ni. I do think the lyrics is nice..  ( hahaha i'm so oldiesttt)..

I've been lately thinking
About my life's time
All the things I've done
And how it's been
And I can't help believing
In my own mind
I know I'm gonna hate to see it end

I've seen a lot of sunshine
Slept out in the rain
Spent a night or two all on my own
I've known my lady's pleasures
Had myself some friends
And spent a night or two in my own home

And I have to say it now
It's been a good life all in all
It's really fine
To have a chance to hang around
And lie there by the fire
And watch the evening tire
While all my friends and my old lady
Sit and pass the pipe around

And talk of poems and prayers and promises
And things that we believe in
How sweet it is to love someone
How right it is to care
How long it's been since yesterday
And what about tomorrow
And what about our dreams
And all the memories we share

The days they pass so quickly now
Nights are seldom long
And time around me whispers when it's cold
The changes somehow frighten me
Still I have to smile
It turns me on to think of growing old
For though my life's been good to me
There's still so much to do
So many things my mind has never known
I'd like to raise a family
I'd like to sail away
And dance across the mountains on the moon

I have to say it now
It's been a good life all in all
It's really fine
To have the chance to hang around
And lie there by the fire
And watch the evening tire
While all my friends and my old lady
Sit and watch the sun go down

And talk of poems and prayers and promises
And things that we believe in
How sweet it is to love someone
How right it is to care
How long it's been since yesterday
What about tomorrow
What about our dreams
And all the memories we share

i read poj's blog comment and tertarik tgk blog yg dia cakap pasal food photography. Uhuhuh .. serious sgt menarik blog dia sebab banyak gambar. The greece trip's photo is sgt le menarik n rasa cam nak gi greece lak. And till now, aku terbayang squid salad. Macam sedap.. :). Hari ni tgk the despicable 3D. First time tgk 3D and I think is quite good too. Some scenes can really see it pop up in front of you but maybe only 10% of it :).  If you go to see the movie... watch till the end sebab ada lagi banyak scene2 comel benda kaler kuning tu.  Anyway tadi mencari sandal sebab semua sandal ku sudah putus. My sandal yg pakai gi gurney pun dlm perjalana reben putus, so terpaksa la kan :). Anyway I like this Aldo sandal but the price is way over the budget. It fall under greats deal item but still near 200. So I decided just get a makcik sandal from primavera around RM69.  I think it will do for my office & casual wear. Anyway balik rumah still thinking abt the Aldo shoe. In US the price is USD30..  Still thinking nak beli ke x as i just bought a sandal.

1 wk review

uhh.. ramai yg tanya .. best x tempat baru? honestly... i feel intel's environment more nicer & luxury but now I'm adapting. Start to accept the fact that I'm using Pentium 4 and the facts that my windows access need to go through server. Maybe is a good thing so that I concentrate on my work and leave early :). At the time that I feel kind of x syiok, i remind back what the reason I'm leaving Intel. Just talk to my manager ... and the expectation is still the same which I think is quite good compare to my work in Intel. At first I tot Altera is quite an establish company but looking at my experience I feel they have more to do. But can see they slowly try to improve. I was planning to have a clear expectation from my bos & discuss abt my working hours too tapi semalam x kesampaian. I think it a good thing to clearly put a boundary what is my working hours. I have learn in Intel, a too cramp scehdule & stay long in office will make me less motivated. Tapi semalam x sempat nak cakap & i wonder will my boss shocked with my bold action of discussing that?

First day at new place

hari ni hari pertama keje kat tempat baru.. Boringggsss .... uhuhh .. benda2 yg turn off utk hari pertama

1. Toilet duduk xde air.. just toilet cangkung je yg ada air. Lucky disable toilet ada air but a bit scary to use sebab toilet terus mengadap pintu and latch dia akan menakutkan.
2. cafe makanan yg x sedap. I'm not a chosy person for food n sangup makan lauk cafe in intel for 5 years. I just can't stand today's food. Still feel hungry after that.
3. PC adalah pc lama yg amat slow. Pentium 4. It using linux n to access windows kena guna winframe which takes some times to connect to server.
4. Audio x leh pakai ...

i hope the work is ok as that why i leaving to here. my manager will only back this thursday. so floating la sampai end of the week

AM I gergasi??

hari ni aku lepas balik dari bj mensurvey kain langsir.. tetiba aku notice sesuatu.. sandal kayu ku sudah nak koyakkk.. uhhh.. sedihhh. Termasuk sandal ni, aku ada banyak sandal yg telah terputus.. :(. sandal carlo rino yg beli mase nak gi bali pun dah putus. baru je berumur kurang 6 bulan. sandle wedges yg dibeli kurang 6 bulan lepas jugak sudah putus. kasut putih ku sudah nak tanggal tapak. Kasut hush puppies ala2 makcik pun nak tanggal tapak.. APAKAH? adakah kaki ku kaki gergasi? sekarang ni mcm x de kasut nak pakai.. :(..

Btw... weekend ni aku dah langgar vow aku x nak shopping. semalam telah meroyan beli selendang ala2 selendang arab. uhuh sedar x sedar dah sambar 5 helai :(. balik rumah cam menyesal. Hari ni lak telah termasuk kedai la senza di mana ada sales n on top on that HSBC ada 15% discount lagi.. Saya telah terbeli pijama long sleeves. which i dunno if i will wear it or not :p. But it comfy, some more got 70% discount + 15%. So this pijama cost around Rm36. It a little bit baggy but who cares.. sleepwear suppose to make u feel comfortable :).