German??

One of thing i want to do before 40 is to learn new language. I tried Mandarin before and stop at listening the caset. I tried arabic before but my arabic attempt fall down at the same time when Penang flyover fall down. My reason is jam but God knows what the real reason. Sigh.. Me and language always can't get along. I struggled my english since school. I remember getting E during form 1 and drag down all my results. I don't understand the question at all and I'm guessing based on the letter what i should write. That 5 years is a struggle and thanks to my teacher at least i have incremental improvement and managed to get A2 during SPM. But it still struggle especially when i tried to get scholarship after SPM. My results allowed me to get all the interview but i totally fail during interview. I don't know how to speak my mind. Even in BM i have the same struggle and plus you need to converse in English. Double failure. I entered all the interviewed with a wonder. Not wondering what the question i will get but wonder how bad i will humiliating myself. It all past.. and of course i didn't get any of them :).  Now even i still struggle especially to speak with foreigner but at least it wasn't so bad. I can hold a meeting with them and speak my mind. Although lots of time they ask me to repeat slowly :). It kind of long 20 years++ journey.
N now i have to do with another language .. fainted.  Anyway it a challenge i put myself. Yesterday out of sudden, germany come to my mind. So i decided, my next language will be german. Yes!!!!. I decided. Hope i have the will to continue. I registered for the class d.. it kind of expensive. Hopefully i able to commit and not wasting my money. Please please... give me the will and determination to finish it.