Quota

kadang2 manusia ni pelik. Sekarang ni non-malay nak kesama rata-an kat Malaysia. I can understand the feeling tapi lebih pelik sebab some of Malays yang rasa all the privillege make them feel not confident. Make they feel, its because of all the subsidy, all the quota that give them a chance to do that. Kenapa aku rasa pelik? emm first of all, memang la all the quota/subsidy tu untuk org yang handicap .. so kalau rasa x handicap, nape nak amik gak. For example.. if you rasa nak masuk university .. try your best in your SPM. You should know better what u answer for your SPM right and if you feel, you not suppose to be accept to university based on your result, give the place to some other ppl. Why you nak amik gak. If you rasa you deserve because you felt that your environment didnt help you for study (you need to take care your bro and sis while ur parents go to work and weekend ur work part time etc) then it cause your result teruk but if you given a chance you will make it.. then apa nak pertikaikan confident. You are handicap.. and people give you chance so your son will have conducive environment for their growth. So use the chance and improve yourself and your family. Pastu lagi satu ... do we really have to care if we deserve to be where we are .. I think what we should be thinking .. God give us chance.. so do all the best. For me, I do feel NEP give me way to create my own path. If i wasnt be chosen to SBP, I'm not sure what my SPM result will be .. what my dream will be ... what I will be. People can say that ... aa.. u should have confident to yourself. Yes I do have but I cant deny the fact those thing are helping to shape my life. Back in my kampung before my UPSR, people didnt really care abt education.. and me too. Nobody study during exam ..we just follow the flow. We play.. play and watch TV. Even when my teacher - Cikgu Hamisan asked us what we want for UPSR, I'm so clueless. We just say 4A's without mean it. There is no peer pressure ..etc. We have parents that ask us "blaja rajin rajin" but we didnt see how really important eduction to us. But I think things are different in boarding school. People start discussion abt subject even one month before exam. The girl finish the homeworks and we really mean when we say 8A's for PMR. We try hard for that and because your friend try hard, your teacher try hard .. you too will try hard. Those golden years actually shapen yourself. So for me, all the quota is need for the handicap like me last time .. but I think I'm no longer handicap .. so my kids ( if I ever have one) he/she should be treated as normal person and its my task to make sure she up to the competition world. :). So I do agree the NEP, quota etc should be end in future .. not because it cause Malays not confident etc, but because we taking others portion ...and its not right!