Where all the good ppl go ...

Last night, I have a very long late discussion with my friend maybe I called him Mr S. Prior to that, we actually experience 5 hours of awkward situation when one of our or at least my ex-good friend : Mr-L buat hal. Mr-L didnt say anything, just smsing using his phone with a toyo face while we have our tea and with us, one of our colleague that I consider a good person: Ms J was also there. Just imagine the situation and how she felt abt it. So selfish ...and he wasnt like that a night before or even a night before that before. The reason? I'm also not sure .. as he never been sincere to say what he felt or what he want. What I know on Friday night, he behave himself maybe because we met with uncle/autie which happen to be the parents of someone he likes... and yesterday the uncle/auntie held barbeque and invite us incase we want to kill time before our flight. But instead of going there, all of us decided to just have a tea in a mall. macam x malu je nak gi makan free at someone's hse yg kitorang x kenal. Yeah he give hints, which as usual he will end it ..no lah no lah just joking. But when we ask him, if he want to go ... he said dont want la.. but he buat hal at the mall. He so manipulative .. he make us feel what he want us to feel.. actually there is lots more but malas nak menulis .. the conclusion .. Mr-L, is someone that most ppl will felt he a good guy ... caring abt others .. at least that what I felt last time.. He one of a ppl that I respect but seeing how he behave.. how he make ppl feel bad .. how he didnt talk to my other friend for > than one year .. how he just resigned from a company without saying goodbye to ppl that care abt him... how he make that guy feel bad .. how he actually go and met my boss in his first day work while all the past year that I know him, he been mengumpat and hate my boss just because now my boss may bring benefit to him... how he help a girl that rejected him and treat him badly to get a new job just to build a reputation infront of that girl while he didnt do anything to another guy friend who want to get a job but didnt being call for the interview which he claim is his friend .. who always be there with him .. So SELFISH ..
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Actually this thing more effecting my dear friend - Mr-S. Mr-S doesnt have much friend because he too choosy .. if he felt the guy is a jerk .. he wont put a nice face .. he will try to put at least 10 meter distance .. doesnt matter if that guy nice to him .. but jerk to other ppl, as long as he is jerk ... so is a "NO" friend. When he first met Mr-L, he was surprise that finally he saw someone like him .. at least that want he thought .. but as time goes by .. and now what we see Mr-L is so cunning .. is worst that normal jerk in the office .. who wear a nice guy hat while we are not sure who he is... this affect him to much.. i felt he slowly lost faith in human ..
One of thing that Mr-S said during our long discussion, he wonder .. all religion are teaching that do good to other ppl and also giving is better that accepting but why in our current world .. it hard to see those thing happen. I do give a thought of it .. and I felt .. it wasnt abt the religion .. the religion is for our guidance .. but either we follow or not was up to individual faith.. So i felt in your IC, either your religion is Islam, or Christian, or Buddhist or Hindu or Atheist .. it doesnt make any different if our heart didnt recognize it... A lots of ppl pray to their own God but didnt have faith that God own everything .. they still think their lead the way which cause this selfishness.
For me, I felt I won't be really sad that now I met lots of bad ppl but I feel happy when I found a good ppl. As we know .. at the end of the day .. most people will became selfish and loss faith to Allah so when we actually found a good person .. we should appreciate it. Maybe I'm lucky to still see good ppl do a good thing in this world and they are near to me. I really thank Allah for his bless as I felt seeing those thing make me never loss hope and why should I care abt manipulative Mr-L.