kids

Baru tau yg one of my senior ada anak OKU.. i think life must be very hard to her.. i always wonder how I will react if somehow i just lucky to have one... I'm not sure if I can accept it. I really salute those mums who really patient to their kids..
somehow deep in my heart I have a guts feeling that if I have a kids, I may have one like that... it is not because I feel Allah want to test me or He want to punish me .. but being MYSELF who i know my deepest darkest feeling, having a kids like that might be the best remedy of becoming less selfish. Although it might turn out to be the other way ....

1st post

First post from my beloved air.. :) :) :) cannot stop smiling... i promised myself to buy me an air once i completed an apps... hahahahahah but i broke my promise. Just can't wait as I keep on dragging to start writing serious apps... dont think hello world n currency converter count right :p... but.... life is too short to wait .. hahahah ( anything also got justification)... So far it pretty good with my usage ( just 2 days old) but I noticed that it kind of hot when I do screen sharing with my desktop. The fan start kicking.. other that that it pretty "cool". And also noticed that background for photo booth a bit lagging but not sure if that expected for slower processor?? .. Will update my air photo soon .. can't upload yet..

The Lion in Love

A LION demanded the daughter of a woodcutter in marriage. The Father, unwilling to grant, and yet afraid to refuse his request, hit upon this expedient to rid himself of his importunities. He expressed his willingness to accept the Lion as the suitor of his daughter on one condition: that he should allow him to extract his teeth, and cut off his claws, as his daughter was fearfully afraid of both. The Lion cheerfully assented to the proposal. But when the toothless, clawless Lion returned to repeat his request, the Woodman, no longer afraid, set upon him with his club, and drove him away into the forest.

pimple...

huhhhuh .. i'm blessed to have a quite a good skin without acne problem.. my biggest problem is hydration. Recently I noticed that I started to have some kind of pimple which is hard to get rid. Dunno why but I suspect due to recent changes on my morning routine which I include jogging at least 1km. It is weird because people say that your skin will be better when u exercise... but for me is the other way.
 Just now I google little bit abt this and it actually common issue. When you exercise especially cardio type, you will sweat toxin. This actually help to reduce pimple but if we didnt take shower and let the sweat dry, it will cause clogging into your pore which eventually cause this hard pimple.. So next time, should not browse internet etc after jogging ... it just make me unaware of time....

farewell

Attending farewell again ... and this time my ex-colleague migrating to US. next month lagi sorang will leave penang. It always nice to start something new but at the same time it is scary too. To blend in to new environment, new culture and adapting wasnt an easy task especially when you are a bit old :)... but still changes is always good rather that complaining everything on the world.
Looking back I didnt regret my decision to leave my ex-company but I still feel something wasnt really right yet.  I need to get a job or income that give me more freedom on time. So many thing i want to do and so many thing I have to do but with 2/3 to 3/4 of my time spending doing my office work, I don't think it will bring anywhere. I havent yet cross any check on my thing to do before 40 and next year the age will be increase lagi. Patutkah membuat decision yg drastik after I finish pay off my hse?

handbag vs headphones...

I was looking for handbag. I feel little bit bored what to wear or which handbag to use etc.... initially i had little bit confident with my financial condition so decide to spend some money on designer handbag which the cheaper is coach la.. i browse the outlet version and also the real store. Can't find anything i like in the outlet version but I like lots of thing in the real store. narrowed down to a few bag... but after i use currency converter, my credit card statement, my account balance... emmm it seems i still far from being stable :p... so terpaksa la lupakan saja.... so tukar arah la ke 2nd class brand .. :(.. so browse lak macy and zappo website.. find a few that i like which within the budget but I can't decide which one.. also found sunglasses.. tetiba terbanyak la plak kat my cart... terpaksa la pick which one is important and ... after a thorough thinking ... i end up buy this headphone instead which is USD9 with free shipping :).. I guess if I have more time thinking and thinking .. i'll be rich by now...

translation

I'm not a lyrics person but somehow I like maher's insyallah in English version compare to Malay version. first time masa dengar English version the words amat menyusuk kalbu but when I listen to Malay version, it sound so wrong. my friend ada cakap that malay language itself is not a nice language but i don't think in this case pasal language sebab I like some of opick's song which is in malay very much. maybe the translation cacat ke? I told my sis n she agreed with this. we try to re - translate the song but my sis cakap macam bangla cakap Malay plak. so I guess things are best in it's original form instead of translation. although dah translate word by word some might just missed in translation n sometimes it not the meaning but the emotion or the feel yg try disampaikan.
let's learn new language. errr Ada kaitan ke?


everytime you feel like you cannot go on
You feel so lost
That your so alone
All you is see is night
And darkness all around
You feel so helpless
You can’t see which way to go
Don’t despair and never loose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side
Insha Allah x3
Insya Allah you’ll find your way


Everytime you commit one more mistake
You feel you can’t repent
And that its way too late
Your’re so confused, wrong decisions you have made
Haunt your mind and your heart is full of shame
Don’t despair and never loose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side
Insha Allah x3
Insya Allah you’ll find your way
Insha Allah x3
Insya Allah you’ll find your way
Turn to Allah
He’s never far away
Put your trust in Him
Raise your hands and pray


OOO Ya Allah
Guide my steps don’t let me go astray
You’re the only one that showed me the way,
Showed me the way x2
Insyaallah x3
Insya Allah we’ll find the way

Andainya kau rasa tak berupaya
Hidup sendirian, tiada pembela
Segalanya suram, bagai malam yang kelam
Tiada bantuan tiada tujuan
Janganlah berputus asa
Kerana Allah bersamamu

(Korus)
Insya Allah... Insya Allah... Insya Allah...
Ada jalannya
Insya Allah... Insya Allah... Insya Allah...
Ada jalannya

Andainya dosamu berulang lagi
Bagai tiada ruang untuk kembali
Dikau keliru atas kesilapan lalu
Membelenggu hati dan fikiranmu
Janganlah berputus asa
Kerana Allah bersamamu

(Ulang korus)

Kembalilah
Kepada Yang Esa
Yakin padaNya
Panjatkanlah doa
Oh Ya Allah
Pimpinlah daku dari tersasar
Tunjukkan daku ke jalan yang benar
Jalan yang benar
Jalan yang benar
Jalan yang benar...